Story of my life

Thursday, June 15, 2006

WARNING:
VIEWERS DISCREET.
RATED M18.
NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED. CONTAINS SOME OBSCENE WORDS.

-Went for fcuked up practical this morning. The fcuking 1030 slot.
-I fcuked up my own day. And i fcuked up the teacher's day.
-He's fcuking disappointed. Just fcuking speechless and fcuking don't know how to fcuking help me.
-I feel so fcuking pissed with myself.
-Why can't i fcuking drive like last time.
-Felt so fcuking stupid.
-Tp is fcuking near. And my driving is fcuking fcuked up.
-To the teacher, i'm fcuking sorry. I've said that to you just now.
-And to the teacher again. You gonna see me again tomorrow. haha. Endurance.
-Do you guys know that the teacher should be thankful to get a student like me. He get more 'pahala' when he teach me you know..
-Haiz. I've fcuking made up my mind. I'll just fcuking keep it to myself for the time being. My dad supports my decision. But im sure my uncle will be disappointed. I just hope whatever that i had plan wont come true. haiz. im so very sorry.

-After the fcuking practical, went to meet mak at geylang. Waited for an hour seh for her. haiz. mak..mak..
-Ate lunch there because its almost 2. Had nasi ayam and mak ate mee soto.
-Mak buy fish, chicken, aiyah, easy said, the normal kitchen stuffs lah.
-Mak knows im sad and she didn't irritate me. Instead, she gave me some advices. Thanks mak!
-Later at home, went to check the fcuking nyp website and it gave me another fcuking disappointment. The coming attachment, i'm fcuking separated with the rest except for shawn. haiz.
haiz. haiz. haiz.
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*In this world, i think the most romantic couple that i've ever come across is my parents. In the first place, they didn't get married because of love. They were matchmake. Their love life was simple. My mum had few ex's but didn't last long. My dad broke up with his fiance due to some misunderstanding. And since then, both of them stays single until my cousin match mak with my dad. :) .

Most of the evening, these 2 lovebirds will sit in the kitcken and talk over coffee.

During dinner time, dad will ask mak to company him at the dinner table. Mak is on diet and dad will assure her that he wont force her to eat. But instead, everytime i went to the kitchen, i'll see her munching something. haha.

At night, there will always be a topic for them to talk about. The kepo me will join them and they will said that they are tired and wants to sleep. The moment i leave the room, i will hear their voices again. haha. cute eh.

To mak and dad, both of u are the best people in my life. Yes, i know at times, like most of the times, im always stone headed, don't want to listen to what you both says, but no matter what , i love you both. :) *

9:22 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!