Story of my life

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hello.

me and nat is thinking of directing 2 movies: The Eye and The Nose. ok we're damn bad. but its funny, but in a bad way. :)

working in ward 81 was fun and good, especially towards the end of the day. maybe because the moron is not there. i did vulval swabbing, changing, off catheter, administer medicine, answering call bell, and when i'm free, u'll see me in the nursery. its a nice experience actually. BUT, some moron just got to spoil my day.

before start work, she met us in the tearoom to discuss abt logbook. comments she gave about me is like fcuk. she said im not suitable to be a leader, im not proactive bla bla. she make it sound like i have no initiative in doing work, im too quiet, haiya, all the not so good comments lah. BUT, the 'best' part, she said somebody very good. im not jealous at all. but the fact that SHE is good. try be in my shoes. work with her one day. moron ah. she even put comments like 'she accepts advices well', and not to me. wtf. she's damn childish if she did this all because of last wednesday. i dun want to get low grades because of her.

except for me, biba, nat and huda, the rest seriously better dun dare say that you all hate her. cos if u do, you lied.

ok. im angry.

oh, and happy 18th bday to biba. :)

bye.

11:26 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

the sleepy day.

reached home yesterday around 1130. tired, sleepy, tummyache bla bla.. about tummyache, biba shd knw why cos i think she's also having tummyache yesterday. haha. all because of hady huh. heh.

when i reached home, my family members, they were watching 'hikmah', an irritating indonesian story. i wash up, pray and get ready for lala land. i think i slept close to 1. and im happy that hady won. but well, its surely gonna be controversy. whatever. haha.

woke up at 5. damn sleepy lah. took bus 166 with nat. slept all the way till kkh. and nat's aunt, she gv birth just now. :)

in the morning, at around 8, we all went for baby bath. all 3 of us, me, claire, nat and the rest of the girls bathe the baby lah eh. it was scary. i bathe a 1-day old baby seh. it was scary because the baby was so fragile. and they were oh-so-cute. seeing them makes me, claire and nat can't wait to become mothers. :)

later in the ward, help a pt to the toilet, took parameters and slack. this is, indeed, the 2nd imh. haha. you guys shd knw what im talking abt. :)

oh, and a soon-to-be mum was so nice to let us palpate her tummy and use the doopler(i dunno how to spell) machine. she is so super pretty. she even wish us all the best for our studies. sweet eh.

and of course, we see a real live placenta. yes, placenta. i was so curious that i asked ms j so many questions until she told me to wear gloves and helped her. haha. its fun to get all this kind of experience.

i realise smthing, i prefer working in B2 or C class ward rather than the current B1 or A class. at least, we get more hands-on when working in b2 or C class ward compared to my ward. hmm..

oklah. tats all.

bye.
(ps: i feel irritated cos i havent defecate the whole day.)

9:50 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

first day of attachments at kkh.

starts my day waking up at 5. had my sahur, bathe and get ready to leave. meeting up with biba, nat and huda at novena ctrl stn. coincidently, me, biba, nat and naz took the same train. reached kkh quite early. we were lost. we were walking evrywhere until like close to 830 am and decided to just headed to the ward. in the ward, as usual, the staffs like very quiet. and we were told to sit at the lobby. while waiting, i was being called to be the chaperone by a cute doctor seh. haha. and the doctor, he's so sweet to tell the pts tht i'm a new student and i'm there to learn. he's nice and the patients, they are so sweet. our ci, she a bit bipolar, but ok la.

later at the ward, i witnessed a ctg. the pregnant patient was saying that the baby likes to move and i asked for permission to touch the stomach nd she said ok. hee. i touched and i could feel the baby move. and the staffs, all are ok, frm the sn, en, mw and even ward clerk. :)

sg idol.

after work, went to sg idol lah eh. thanks to biba for the tix. but the shocking part, the 2 of us all going to sg idol??. haha. to waste time, we walked around novena and suntec first. and that dearest girl, she shopped lah eh. haha. and i saw a masturbating cream.

reached the place, walked full of confidence like we knw the place. haha. we only drink and had some cheesesticks for buka. before entering, they checked bag, they gv me warning not to eat inside and biba's camera was being confiscated. and me, i am the hero for the day. ;) haha.

Hady win. Jonathan was gd too. but the judges like prefer jonathan seh. wtf. but whatever. and taufiq batisah, he's so handsome lah!!

ok.

bye.

7:34 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

selamat berpuasa.

firstly, selamat berpuasa to all muslims in the world. :)

went to geylang in the morn wit dad to buy mak's sewing stuffs. took bus 51 from
interchange. haha. the bus is like a tourists bus. its full of malay. ok, maybe 85% malays and 15% of other races.

after asar, went to hougang mall to return the library books. i was so happy browsing for books until i saw 3 morons sitting down at the fiction area, or is it non-fiction eh? forgotlah. but nvm. its such an intelligent thing to do by sitting there browsing books not even from that particular section. the only girl was reading a recipe book and the 2 guys were reading about alcohol abuse. wth. i was so pissed cos i was trying to find for my books from that area and the were just staring at me and didn't even move their arse for at least an inch. so, to satisfy myself, i purposely walked in front of them, although i know there's very little space and purposely stood there for ard 2 minutes. yeah, they were pissed but who cares. end up, i walked away without taking any book from there. hah.

there's an additional ulcer in my mouth and i'm coughing like a mad woman. haiz.

ok.

bye.

11:30 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

hmm..

which is better?
1- ur mum makes a wild guess that you went shisha-ing or
2-ur dad saw a pic of you shisha-ing?

hmm..

in the morning, while plucking, or is it peeling, the taugeh, mak suddenly sat beside me and asked the reason i came home late. (i came home 12 plus.) i explained lah evrything about waiting for some guys who came late bla bla bla.. out of the blue, she said she have a feeling i went arab street, shisha-ing and asked me whether i tried. i just smiled and she starts nagging that now i tried shisha, next i will try smoking lah etc etc.. hmm..

in the evening, this darling computer of mine was super lagging and i was browsing haz's blog to see the slide that she'd done. its very nice. the best part is when the picture of me shisha-ing came, my dad was standing just beside me. and darling comp starts to hang at that particular picture. ya tuhan. i was so scared to even looked at my dad's face. he was staring at the screen la eh. but thanks to my relative who came by. he stared at the picture and walked away talking to my relative. haiz..

little baby irfan. miss him loads.

all of us looking cosy at ambrosia.

since nat is not in the pic above.

oklah.

bye.

1:25 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

pimple + flu

had soo much fun today. met the 4 babes out of 5. and additional 2 guys, the guy with 3 dimples and my bestfren Ri. we went for shisha-ing session at ambrosia. i love the place la. the atmosphere especially. the lighting, the environment, the place, the view, evrything's perfect la.

i was late. too long to explain the reason and they understand. :) only biba, claire and sue were there. huda meeting us later. went to eat at tong seng. had some talks and off we went to arab street.

we had choc fondue which costs us like a pathetic $9, ice water which costs 3 for $1 and of course, the shisha. we took apple flavor. yummy. i had flu. after shisha, i get sorethroat. power.

huda and mr 3 dimples met us there around 8 plus followed by Ri. we took lots of pictures and then su got to go. me and biba send her to victory and we headed back to ambrosia. took more unique pictures and played some games. biba gave up and she was busy taking pictures. me and huda was irritated cos we were trying to figure out how to play the game. claire and huda's fren was busy entertaining us and Ri was as usual, blur like sotong. haha. around 1030 we left the place.

ri took bus with claire. huda and her fren took the same bus and me and biba took the train.

*haiz. it sucks to get flu with a little pimple under the nose. and i get additional 3 ulcers in my mouth. hmm...

oklah. tats all.

bye.

12:31 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

back.

it feels so good to be back. :)

first day.

last sunday, mak and me went to shah alam with 5 other ppl, ok 5 and a half. haha. we were not there for fun, but to follow my 'dad' who will undergo his surgery there. there's stones in his kidney. and this is the 2nd time i saw baby irfan. ooh, tat little rascal is so adorable la. for the 3 days that i'm with him, i only see him shed his tears like twice, that also because he wants to sleep. other than that, i dun. u guys should envy him for that. haha.

sat with mak in the bus. these indonesian woman was like asking my mum to sit in the single chair so she can lie down. wtf. she think that's her family bus or what. and later, when reach larkin, the bus people was trying to talk us to sit in the single chair cos a couple wanna sit at OUR chair. another wtf. so many many cobaan. but we overcome cos we were sitting together thruout the whole journey. haha. at one of the stops, baby irfan was on my lap and i was eating choc. poor him, he tot im gonna feed him but he knws i wont. he took my fingers and starts sucking it. haha. cute right. no need to wash hand like that. haha.

when we reach, abg yusry and his wife came to the hotel and brought me and mak to the nearest shopping mall for dinner and we walk a bit. at night, around 11 pm, mak was on her way to lala land and i was watching tv, suddenly 'dad' call our room saying that baby irfan wanna see us. haha. took pictures and play with him until he sleeps, which is close to 12. me and mak then went back to our room.

2nd day.

next day, i get to see my 'dad' kena operate. live ok. it was scary. will tell u ppl abt it soon. :)

oh, and the cab drove past the shah alam mosque. its nice. very nice.

later, abg yusry and wife brought me and mak to masjid india. bought a purple kain for hari raya. i like it cos its so nice. :) had dinner at kyro's kebab and went back to hotel. around 10, went to baby irfan's room again. played with him again. he's just so adorable.

3rd day.

time to go home. its only me and mak. supposedly together with the rest but 'dad' needs to go for dressing and further check-up. so he will be going back tomorrow. the 3 of them send me and mak to the bus station cos they need to but tickets. we bid farewell. we'll meet them soon here..

im so gonna miss alam shah, minta mahap, coco frunch, otosound etc etc. haha. only we knows what it means. hahaha.

ok. im tired.

bye.

12:48 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

love for all.

went to geylang market alone seh just now. haha. initially im scared, in case they bully me or what. haha. just a stupid thought. bought some stuffs for mum and drinks for dad.

im not going out today, except for religious class later. saving my energy for kl tomorrow. im so gonna miss my dad, ok and my uncle and his nonsense. haha. my dad is a great companion. only he understand my jokes when no one else understands. haha. his just the man la. he's the one that i go to when i have problems, apart from mak la. i do share certain problems with mak but most problems i share it with dad. whatever it is, both of them are the best parents in the world. my uncle, he and his sometimes not-so-funny jokes. haha. he sponsored me for my car license. who knows, he gonna sponsor me again for my motor license. :)

ok, maybe my bro, i miss him a bit. haha.

to all my frens, im gonna miss all of u too. to sweethearts, we meet next friday okie. to my dearest juli and harpreet kaur, we go beach somewhr next wk okie. :)

this is my driving license. ya tuhan, i look like a small kid lah. haha.

tats all.

love,
siti.

2:02 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

he got a newborn.

this is toby. firstly, let me clarify, i fell in love with his voice first. then i fell for his looks. he's in 3rd place. he's suppose to be 2nd and magni 3rd. i think bcos dilana is a woman so they pity her. and this toby, i thought he's single. but damn, he got a newborn. whatever it is, i still will support him. :)

love,
siti.

12:25 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

stomach is sad.

hello.

i tot i'm ok. but i'm not. i throw up again. must be because i ate the keropok just now lah. haiz. just had milo with pandan cake. haiz. stomach really upset lah. dunno how to convince my parents im ok. haha.

anyway, my father, the my man, he ah, realli make me stress lah. how to say ah. he like dun allow me to take motor license. how?? i really want lah. he only said one one: 'tak tau'. he said he won't pray for me if i taking tp. haiz. not that he dun allow, he said all is up to me. oh dad, y must u do this to me.

and my hair. he doesn't allow me to cut lah. if only i could change the way he thinks and how the way my sorry sis dad's thinks lah. phk's dad wants her to cut her hair but she refuse. i want to cut my hair but my dad dun allow. funny the way people think eh. nvm. i still love u.

yesterday was my mum's bday. i feel so bad. i was sick. shit. im suppose to buy the cake just now but i forget. nvm. i shall buy tmr. how can i forget such a simple thing. teruk lah my brain.

oh. passed exams. all the rest of us also pass. wee~. congratulations one and all. :)

ok. wanna watch rockstar supernova. somebody intro me this show ok. haiz. i miss the person. haha

okla.

tata.

10:25 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

good news.

i was sick yesterday. slept like a log. i puke 4 times and went to toilet twice. dun dare to eat cos i scared i puke. i think i kena food poisoning. visited the doctor at night. then evrything's ok.

well. i will be going kl this sunday to tuesday. the best part, i will be watching a 'live' operation. will share it with you all next wk when i come back okie.

and results.. alhamdullillah. i passes evrything. :)

oklah. tats all.

tata.

11:54 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, September 08, 2006

missing them.

the 10 days experience in the psy ward settings was fine. my evrywhere-must-go-together partner, emeline is such a fun companion to be with. imagine going toilet together, break together, talked to the same patinet's together, go to b-ward together, and just simply evrywhere lah. haha. i miss my patients. and of course, my crush. the ci, he was great. only that his voice can make me sleep lah. haha.

the patients, they make my day. there were two times that i was a bit sad during attachments. seeing them and listening to them makes me smile seh.

i missed being called sissy and siti halimah. i missed listening to them calling emeline dr. ang and teacher. missed listening to new things like:

-ice cupboard
-look-see
-fitzinstitution
-university of straits times
-taking 9 degree in a straight line
-having a phd
-cooking fried rice using egg, oil, soya sauce and rice
-cooking mutton with half a pine of oil
-a guy who thinks he's there to help the police and nurses
and lots more.

i especially miss my boyfriends. ok, both mine and emeline's boyfriends. and i missed doing part-time job with my companion. we'll be part-time telephone operators.

today was our last day. brought some stuffs for them. they were happy. me and my partner was the hca today. haha. but i am a hca. hca mariani. haha.

my crush, he's different shift from me, again. the colleagues were disturbing me and him seh. he smile when he see me. i tot of making the initiative of talking to him first until one moron, he told him that i like him. wah lau. then since then i think he feel paiseh to even look at me. if he paiseh, then i what, 100 times more paiseh lah eh. haiz. moron..moron...

oh and one more thing. i .......

oklah. tats all.

tata.

8:01 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

im smiling. :)

alhamdullillah. the 'misunderstanding' between me and my parents are ok now. starts to talk to them already. im sooo happy. but im still sad though. i can't go to KL with my friends. haiz..

i was crying the whole nyte yesterday. my parents just dun get it. i so wanna try have fun with my friends. all is there. accomodation, transport, just evrything la. they still won't allow.

sms-ed the guy who shares the same dad's name as me, he didn't reply my msg. useless fellow. damn useless. that fellow, he better dun ask for my help if he needs any in the future. i've had enough of him.

so, this morning, only my mum talked to me. she have been trying to talk to me since yesterday lah but i'm just too pissed to talk to her. didn't talk to my dad at all seh this morn. i feel so bad. but standard lah, me being the daughter with the head full of stones, still wont start to do the talking. before i left my hse for attachments, eventually i went to him and salam him and said that i'm leaving. at least it makes me feel a bit better.

at work, i was quite moody. when it was structured activity time, i talked to 2 of my patient's abt the kl trip that my father strongly disapproves me frm goin. they were like giving me advices and said that parents are worried lah and etc etc. it makes me feel better. it makes me feel kinda bad too cos i didn't talked much to them yesterday. haiz.

but alhamdullillah, once i reached home, i starts to talk to them like normal. and ryte now, while typing, my dad is talking to me. wee~.

ok. tata.

10:33 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

sick

today, i am ok.
yesterday, i am not.

yesterday, went to bishan park early in the morning. met nat and her mum to go to the parkinson's day walktahon. there, we saw a milo van. yummy. our favourite. before the walkathon starts, both me and nat went to the milo van like 2 or 3 times. oh, and we make henna too. nice.

we walked 2 km. we saw ms gwen there. didn't know that she's specialised in neuroscience seh. 1st round of the walk, didn't see anybody. 2nd round, saw Ri and his gang. later after the walk, took milo, again. saw biba and her gang. :) she dancing lah later.. oh, believe it or not, me and nat took a bottle of milo. on our way to the stage area, we saw the milo van driver and nat was like hiding the milo. haha.

when i reached home, i felt so damn tired. seriously tired. like i said, i think i got some kind of syndrome. after few minutes of slping, i woke up because i want to micturate. i felt so feverish. took my temperature and i had slight fever. 37.6. later, check again, 37.8. later check again, 38.1. i slept. slept like i don't know how many hours. i was quiet yesterday. no moodlah.

today, i am ok. i starts to talk. my parents got headache.

haiz. i don't know how i shd write. but, i think i..... haiz.

oklah.

tata.

9:52 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, September 01, 2006

he made my day. :)

hello all.

lets talk about yesterday first.

went to shisha with juli, phk, suan yang, 1d and juli's bf. it was raining. so i wore long sleeve. i was stoned lah yesterday, change shift from afternoon to morning what.. met suan yang and 1d first because the rest will be late. went to buy chocolate for the teacher. bought belgian chocolate(dunno how to spell) and the mini toblerone. all thanks for both guys' opinion. kept evrything inside my bag.

met phk, juli and her bf later. went to shisha at al-turkey(dunno how to spell, again). ordered peach flavor. its damn strong. i tell you, i was enjoying every minute of shisha-ing lah eh. 1d left early. he got school stuff to do. later, i like kena asthma seh because its too strong. later, when the charcoal finishing, its better lah. never kena asthma. after she change charcoal, i was still enjoying myself seh. i smoked alone lah eh. pass the thing to them but they inhale few times and they pass back to me. once i stopped to pass to them, i immediately get headache. once i get it back, i feel better. and the botak guy keep on staring at us. when we leave, he smiled. i think in his heart he might be thinking, "thanks for leaving..". haha. and me, i was like a drunkard. i felt really dizzy and can't walk straight. my head feel like bursting seh. haiz..

later had supper at zam-zam with suan yang and phk. i bought 2 murtabak home. the clever me put the murtabak inside my bag. when i reached home, my chocolate melted lah eh. haiz. i called phk to buy for me first before we meet today. i took 2 panadol and i slept peacefully.

woke up at 5.30 and my head still hurts like hell. bathe and went to work.

went home with bestfriends' Ri and Di. Took 88 with Ri. met phk at yck mrt and go to ssdc to register my license. after registering, i saw someone familiar. my tester lah eh, the one and only Mr Robu Bin Isnin. he was like smiling at me and ask what im doing there. he makes my day lah eh. he remembers me ok. i felt so honoured. and people, pray hard that u will get him as tester. he's an angel. he makes u feel at ease while taking test la. he's the man. :)

met my teacher later. he was like smiling when he see me. he was like "hey passed tp seh.." and like hitting my leg. he hit my leg, i also hit his leg lah. haha. excited what to share the happiness with the very own instructor ho have been guiding you for 1 yr. tell the same story about the tp. gv him the chocolate and he refused. then he said to meet him outside. phk was like, "eh, im gonna take your teacher, he's cute lah..". haha. meet him later at the parking and gave to him. he said there's a lot of instructor inside and people might think that i'm bribing him. haha. next is motor license, baby. haha.

accompany phk to library and we share a lot of stories. haha.

tats all. tc. bye.

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Siti Fatimah

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