selamat hari raya haji and happy new year.

yesterday.

helped the parents to cook. no, more like learning how to cut vegetables. haha. a bit tired cos its been a while since i fast.

in the evening, met phk and nikky to pass her the ketupat. chatted with js on the phone on the way there. plan to meet up at night.

at night, changed of plan. the twins is coming over to phk's hse and both me and js went to visit them. the twins are cute. very adorable. but i duno whats got into me. i don't dare to carry them. oh, silly me. sonia was sleeping. thania is the one who welcome us with her smile. and its been a while since i last see phk's family. :)

and js became the counsellor for the day. haha.


today.

woke up at 7. went to pray at the open field at sengkang with the whole family. we were late. initially thought of cancelling the plan. but i guess its god's will, just as me and mak were on our way home, the bus came. :) the place is quite muddy. there's mud stains on my black pants. and i look like one contractor. erm, nvm.

after praying, went home. took my shower again and ate with the family. i managed to brainwash my uncle to bring me to see the kambing being korban. the one that i always see is on tv, and just now i saw live. duno whats the feeling. i guess i can't pity them. but i think the kambing is cute.

on our way home, there's this small kid. he's grinning while walking with his grandpa, i think. my uncle then smile with full expression and said "bye". and that little boy replied, "kita nak tengok kambing." freaking cute lah he. haha.

just watch the movie "kiamat sudah dekat". the show is good. damn funny. about a mat rock and a tudung girl who have a religious dad. nice show. worth watching. :)

new year is in few hours. still unsure of my new yr resolution. have some in mind though. but then, i think i'll just keep it to myself. haha.

ok. maybe later going out with mak.

to all, selamat hari raya haji and happy new year!!.

bye.

12:48 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

hari raya haji tmr.

hello.

its been a while since i last blog. fasting today. the father is proud of me. heh. hari raya haji tmr. hope its not raining tmr.

walked with mak for close to 5 hours. haha. we went to orchard and bishan. walk here and there. bought some stuffs. but im still not happy. still deciding to buy that jeans or not. haiz. im fickle. oh and i bought silkygirl's perfume. sweet. like apple. and cost $9.90 only. cool.

just a random stuff to share, i read malaysia's cleo and they teach readers to spray perfume below cleavage for longer-lasting smell. the smell will slowly travels. if you spray at the neck, the smell fades faster. hmm..

slept yesterday ard 3 plus plus. finished up the ketupat with the uncle. we're the 2 human being thats still awake yesterday night. haha. didnt plan to make ketupat for this raya haji, but since godmum wants to make ketupat pulut and doesn't know how to make the ketupat, we then make for her. the other relatives also prefer ketupat. and end up ketupat is our main food for raya haji.

i feel like puking. illiterally. haha. what a word. i seriously duno why. i guess the dragon rider's vision is fated to see stuffs like that. aku benci aku benci! uurrgh!! i hate i hate i hate! nvm. whatever.

and there's another thing that bothers me. i shall just keep it to myself. some stuffs. haiz. poor thing. i think its cruel. very cruel. if only i have the power. can i cry? hmm..

so looking forward for next year. school for scoundrels and ghost rider. but phk and suan insists on 300. we shall all go together, my fellow dragon riders. :)

oklah. meeting phk later, and maybe js.


we're famous for toilet pics. :)


karaoke-ing. heheh.

gdbye.

1:03 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

eragon. uurrgh!

hey..

not a bad day today. spend it with pinky and suan yang. thought of watching night at the museum, but didn't cos its too full. haiz. juli should have joined us la. we watched eragon. haha. funny movie.

before meeting them, met some live audio members at city hall first to discuss about the upcoming events. and i nearly fainted. saw some people. and there's quite a lot somemore. eeuuw.

met phk and suan at new cathay around 7. seriously, i hate taking trains at that time. its only 1 stop from city hall to dhoby ghaut and i have to take towards marina cos its damn full. haiz.

called phk while in the train, tix sold out. double haiz. met them at new cathay. phk said that suan thought of cancelling the movie plan and just sit and chill. NO WAY we gonna do that. haha. then we walked back towards ps. and its raining. me and suan brought brolly but my sorry sis didn't. she thinks that its uncool to carry a brolly. the way she make it like as if she carries a mini bag just now. haha. the moment we reached ps, we went straight to 7th floor to buy tix.

while queueing, we were making planB, in case night at museum tix is sold out. we were deciding on eragon or fall of father(or something like that la). me and phk thought eragon might be good but suan insists on the latter. so we thought we might ask the ticket guy to give us his opinion. when its our turn, he told us that night at museum is full house. we then asked about eragon and he said its good, in fact better than night at museum. and so we trust his judgement.

its only 7 plus and we walk2 first. then have dinner at kfc. all 3 of us had the chicken meal. yummy! then since its close to 9, we then went to the cinema. and there's tooo many good movies coming out next year. cool!

abt the movie, its just "tooooo gooood". suan is very stress. me and phk had a good laugh. seriously, its too childish and not worth the money. so, not recommended. hmph! after the movie, all the way from ps to the bustop, the 3 of us were laughing about the show. from the dragon to the stupid king to the bad man whose face become old to the way he does his black magic to the chinese dragon. hahaha. funny lah.

in the bus, even better. the 3 of us were the dragon riders. haiyo. laugh and laugh like no one's business. haha.

when i reached home, pinky's sms almost makes me faint. eragon is on the cover of kids ompany. haiz.

and i got a weird dream last night. scary lah. eeuw! siao dream.

watch tipah tertipu yesterday. funny lah the movie. and i think i suddenly like ruffedge. but actually, one of the group member captures my attention. haha. will try find his pic. hehehe.

to my sunshines, can we meet up again. pls. with suan too. ok? :)

oklah. i wana update sweethearts blog. :)

bye.

1:19 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

fishing

hello.

yesterday was sunday, christmas eve. went to a relative's wedding at shunfu rd at noon then headed to the cousin's house at toa payoh. she's leaving for australia today. and we rented the bro's friend's car.

at night after isya', the whole family did something unexpected. the whole family went fishing lah eh. haha. we went somewhere at sengkang area, its a bridge actually. my dad actualy planned it months ago but he just couldn't find the right time. after maghrib, we started packing the stuffs needed. and the parents reminded me to bring along my license and the probation plate, in case there's a chance for me to drive. after isya', around 9, we left the house.

there's people who have started fishing when we reach. we found a good spot. the place is quite damp and lucky for us, we brought quite a lot of old newspaper. after unpacking the stuffs, the father told me to go practice. kau!! im so super happy lah eh. what more can a person who have not been driving for 3 months and 24 days ask for. then i like think twice cos the brother is like too busy with his fishing rod and stuffs. suddelny, my uncle came and sat beside me and asked me to start driving. weehee~

the uncle, he's damn good la. he can me a car instructor lah eh. haha. but he still doubt me, he thinks that i still need more hands on practice. yesterday's driving was ok, but i guess a bit scary though. haha. he must be risking his life cos he dares to sit beside me. haha. the fastest i go was close to 90 km/h. i thought of just driving around the fishing area, there's not much car. but then, we always missed a turn and end up i went close to expressway. haha. drive for like 1 hour and then we went back to the fishing area. :)

ard midnight, the cousin and her family came. they stayed for like an hour and then they leave. after they left, more people starts to come. the brother is already in a foul mood. as for me, i took a 30 mins nap. heh. when i woke up, its close to 2. we moved to the next seat cos the other group went home. duno how but we manage to stay till 4. packed everything and went home. reached home round 430. then clear the stuffs and finally went to lala land..

oklah. thats about yesterday.

gdbye.

7:59 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

chicken or bbq?

hello.

today was a day full of fun and laughter. and worries from my sunshines. heh.

but im a bit sad though. i had a dream about somebody. and in that dream, he got a girlfriend. uurrgh!

went to ttsh ard noon. about the attachments allowance prob. thanks nat for the company!

first we went to NNI clinic to visit nat's mother. she told us to go to HR dept. went there and its lunchtime. so we had our lunch. ate yong tau fu. then back to NNI clinic. had some chocolate cake and use the computer. the best part, we were checking blogs and friendster there. haha. then said goodbye to nat's mum and went to HR dept. they direct us to blk 103. haha. went there, gave her my account number everything then went to novena sq. walk a bit then went home.

reached home, prayed, then changed and went to visit the auntie at cgh. she's doing fine. just that she's in isolation rm. some infections. had to wear mask to enter her room. ard 650, said goodbye and leave the hospital to meet my sunshines.

supposedly, we should be meeting up earlier to catch a movie. the best part, all 3 of us have some plans before we meet. js went to bugis with her sister, phk to tiong baru with her mum, and me and mak went to cgh. haha. supposedly meeting up at somerset at 730. but im late. as usual, when u're late, shit happens. too long to story. haha.

cancelled movie plan. had some light dinner at far east. then went to arab street. thought of shisha-ing. once we alight, there's some slight change of plans. thought of cancelling shisha and just sit and chill somewhere. but end up, we proceed with shisha. js is a bit cranky today. its ok, we understand. and phk's shoe is getting nicer. right honey? haha. at cheers, when js is buying her redbull, phk was busy choosing drinks. and i was like, "chicken or bbq??". haha. what a day.

js brought us to a new place, el-sheikh. i tell you, this place is so highly recommended la. the shisha is simply the best. and we went to the rooftop. the service here is not too bad. we took apple flavour. can really taste the apple la. the smoke, even power. and as usual, i got a bit high. to my sorry sisters, sorry for not joining int he conversation. i was too dizzy. and sorry for making you both worried. haha. and i guess the guy who change our charcoal got a bit scared of me. i just suddenly turned to him and said, "hello". haha. going out with you 2 is great. when we got nothing to talk about, there will be complete silence. but when we got something to talk about, we wont stop talking. haha. ard 1130 we left the place.

we were searching high and low for the cab. and the best was we just run into a cab at the red light. and that phk really doesn't want us to reach home alive. she started her uncensored comments in the cab. the cab driver got a bit mad but later he join in our conversation. not too bad. he's nice actually. an ex-traffic police. shared with us his experience all. fun. reached home ard 1230. bath, pray and start blogging.

ok, now i tired.

goodbye.

1:21 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

expecting the unexpected tmr.

hello.

the rainy season is back. have not been going prac for more than 2 weeks. thought of going tomorrow but i cancelled it. my trysell is successful. im not going not because of my broken heart. haha. the heart's ok i guess. haha. its the rain la. since car prac, my mood goes down evrytime it rains. hoho. and yesterday, while sitting at the yck mrt entrance, we saw somebody. and i started shouting his name. like as if he can hear me. haha. haiz, i forget how he look like alredy. one thing i can remember, he's tiny. haha.

the christmas season is here. i've yet to go tangs with mak. we have $40 tangs voucher, thanks to starhub and the brother. ans christmas season means chocolate!! i've been eating chocolate since i dunno when. from crunchie to kit-kat to andes(duno the spelling). there's more to buy. wee~

as for myself, i made a huge mistake by giving my fixed-deposit account number for my attachment's allowance. terrible lah. thanks nat for the number. now i have to go back to 12c to see the sister. haiz. if its just a small amount of money, probably i will just leave it, but this is quite an amount. hmm... see la, thanks to my stupidity. haiz haiz haiz.

and i realise smthing, im fickle-minded. so ppl, pls be patient with me. ppl said that it can be seen thru my non-constant handwriting and the perfume that i wear. its funny cos i myself didn't realise all that. thanks to ppl's comments. haha.

yesterday, i was searching for jude law's picture. i was expecting picture from 'the holiday' but end up i saw him fully naked. keyword: fully. haha. what a world.

the brother is going back to camp next week. ape lah. kata annual leave till next yr. haiz. its different when you get use to having the whole family at home and now one will be going back to camp. haiya.

and to my sunshines, we meet up tomorrow okie!! seriously, i duno where we'll be heading. haha. nvm, we shall see tomorrow. our plans is always last minute plan. and we must take many2 pictures tmr okie. expect the unexpected! :)

this is some pictures taken yesterday:


the movie.


'burst'.


hindi movie.


at dhoby ghaut, i think/


nice.


the woman in the centre trying to be funny.
haha.


we're lost.


supposedly, this is nice.
until the finger came.
spot the finger.


nat in biba's sunglass.


she's wearing her father's socks.

oklah. till here.

bye.

4:37 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

the holiday.

hello.

what a day today. went to bank and ntuc in the morning with mak today. apparently i have some problems with my bank book and ttsh. long story. i almost fainted. but nvm.

reached home, ate and get ready to meet biba, nat, shahrul and aisha. its a last minute plan. but one thing that i can say, aisha will try her very best not to go out with us. haha.

met them at yck. finally, we make up our mind to go vivocity to watch movie. and finally we make up our mind to watch the holiday. and the ticketing counter, he's damn rude. but we're quite bad too cos we were laughing at him. he deserve it la.

inside the theatre, i went to the ladies twice. while watching, i received a call from somebody who's helping me about the ttsh prob. i was in a dilemma. to continue talking to her or tell her im busy. if i were to go out and talk to her is a bit difficult cos we were sitting in the middle. i dunno how but i starts whispering and telling her that im in lecture and promise to call her back. haha. wat a lie. its for our own good. haha. the 3 of us were too busy laughing at the woman beside nat. funny lah she. too engrossed.

the movie was good. the storyline is very sweet. the best love story for the year. but still, nothing can beat love actually. haha. oh, and what makes the holiday more interesting is the oh-so handsome jude law, the cute ''apek'', the 2 beautiful ladies and of course, the one and only love of mine, JACK BLACK. he's the man lah. *puking*. haha. ok, im bad.

after the movie, i called her. we were too busy discussing when suddenly biba open a door and ushered us out. but its not the exit lah, its i duno what rm. haiyo. i down there trying to make the envt sounds like a school and biba is making us laughing. haiz. funny lah that woman. and shahrul and aisha went to campaign and they went to the rooftop. when we just reach the rooftop, they were leaving. so we parted from there. haiyo, what english am i using.

me and nat make a promise. if biba didn't buy anything, we will campaign. thank god she bought smthing from adidas. haha.

after shopping, biba went to pasir ris for her family chalet and me and nat went home.

and to my darling sorry sis, im so sorry. we still meet up this friday k. we watch smthing else ok. hehe. :)

to the brother, thanks for ur phone. to mak, get well soon!

2 days ago, i had panic attack. i was chatting with an unknown person. he owns something that somebody have. and they share the same last name. but after digging out secrets form him, turns out he's not who i think he is. phew!

and this is some of the pictures. and of course, my love.



















ok thats all.

tata.

11:43 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

''biji''.

hello.

what a day today. supposedly went to pilates but the rain was too heavy and end up i accompanied mak and kak yah to mustafa centre. ate naan at abm(i think that's how its spelt la). poor mak, she wanted to eat poori but they dun have it there. next time k.

at mustafa, take lots of things. and end up returning back. haha. funny lah the story. too long to type. heh. walked from b1 to 4th floor. mak says its ok to leave the place a bit later cos we taking cab home. end up we left the place at 11 plus2.

walked out and we saw the queue for cab is super long. then the people who cut queue is not too bad. actuslly, the 3 of us were one of them. heh. most of the cab is ''biji''. walk and walk until the bustop. without any choice, we took the bus home. reached the house bustop ard midnight. cool huh. 2 anak dara baru balik. haha.

at the void deck, we saw few riders with their bikes and their 'p' plate. lucky they're chinese. if they were malays, for sure mak and i wouldn't reach home in one piece. mak was saying that those were ''mat rempit's'' in her loud voice. haiyo.

i think im tired. thats all lah. will update again.

bye.

12:33 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

nicky hayden

hello.

just changed blogskin. find it cute. heh.




and i read this storybook, 'the kite runner' by khaled hosseini. i cried like no one's business la. its damn touching. and believe it or not, i finished it in 1 day. to be precised, few hours only. but pls don't make me recall back whats the story about. i dun want to think abt it. if u ever see this book at the library, quickly grab it ok.

i hope phk dun cheat my feelings for 'the holiday'. heh. and i shall invite js too. we got lots of catching up to do. i got some story to share. i guess js too. and phk, she got the most to share. hoho.

i think this honda motogp racer is good-looking. his name is nicky hayden. but he's not my crush k. just find him cute. hoho. and i think im mad. he's born on 30th july 1981. haha.











cool kan??

oklah.

bye.

5:16 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

the last day of sch.

hello.

yesterday night was ok. i think the evening part is better though. nvm.

woke up at 6am. had 8am clinical lesson. quite late for lesson. reached at 809am. lucky huh. learnt about injections. okla. diffucult la. went for lecture with nat after clinical. the rest is in north canteen. met the rest after lecture. sat for a while. plan to go sentosa after christmas. woohoo!

met mak and kak yah at geylang. damn tired. its the weather i guess. its very the hot. took cab home. rest for a while, pray and then leave the house, again. for bbq with the sec sch mates. meeting shera in the bus. phk and js unable to make it due to some unforeseen circumstances.

went to parkway parade first. walked around for more than 1 hour i guess. kau!! parkway parade is cool lah eh. its all-in-one shopping mall. except there's no cinema. accessible wise, i think its a bit constraint. no mrt, only bus. but overall, okla. worth the 1 hour ++ spend there. thanks shera for the company! haha. she must have a hard time yest. every shop i will ask her to go in. heh.

on the way to the pit, i was quite hyper. talk non-stop. its quite far actually. upon reaching, i was sooo tired that i suddenly become quiet. the ppl was like asking if im ok. haha. im just tired, thats all. and caifu, i feel like 'killing' him. he's riding super four lah eh!!! haiz. he just passed his class 2a license. haiz. good for him. as for me, im still a bit heart broken. duno when to go for my next prac. see how. i will continue, but only time will tell. hoho.

mak was angry with me for not answering her calls. the phone is in my bag lah. and silent mode. how do i knw she's calling seh. haiz. went home with lim and jessie. took cab.

lim is mad. he's my ex-husband and he claims i had an affair with the king. i didn't have an affair in the first place, i was th eking's secretary, i must be loyal to my job. and im loyal to the ex-husband also what. and he dare to tell me that i changed partners frequently. but i make him confess that he had frequent one-night-stand with different girls that he met in the pub. uurrgh!!!

nvm. thats all.

tata.

12:25 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

world badminton champion.

hello.

im still under great depression actually. the mp3 still in coma state. haiz. :( anybody who knows how to repair mp3, give me a call k. pls. asap. this time, i dun mind if you're married. hahaha. because this is a life-threatening case. so, married or single, msg or call me. haiz. im sad.

after lecture, me, nat, biba, huda and di went to play badminton. thanks loads to aiwen for borrowing us 5 rackets and shuttlecock. :) im the world badminton champion and biba is the world badminton coach. nat is ranked 2nd in the world, huda 3rd and di, i've no comments. he's just too good la. haha. the best part, there's alot of ppl playing badminton just now. haha. close to 4, i think, shah and aisha joined us. then somebody claimed that they booked the court, we then leave.

at night, accompanied the father to take passport-size photo. after the picture was taken, some conversation takes place between me and him.

me : (give him the picture and he kept inside his pocket w/o looking.)
eh, u dun wanna see your face?

him: (i direct translate the conversation.)
you think im vain like you??!!!!

haiz, he called me vain. nvm.

i shall not think about my motivator, at all. the more i think of him, the lesser chances i will get. so i will think of other ppl.

oklah. i feel like changing blogskin. see how lah.

tata.

9:53 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

great depression

hello.

im under great depression. my mp3 is dead. no, coma state.
im sad. very.
enough said.

tata.

10:54 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

pimple.

hello.

going to school today is like not going to school at all. lessons start at 1010. as usual, before i leave the house, i always utter the same thing: "I'm Late!!", and my dad never got sick of it. haha.

had 2 lectures till 12. sue not coming to sch and biba is at the library for some performance. the 4 of us had lunch at mac. eat and later companied huda to see 'esah'. due to my forgetfullness, i ter-forgot to tap her card yesterday. haha. and as usual, im scared of her. hahaha. at 1, went for bio prac and biba joined us.

bio prac was simply the craziest thing me and my sweethearts did for the day. the teacher was there teaching and we took pictures like mad in front of her. we took with all the pose in the world. the 'terrorist' pose, the 'studying' pose and etc etc.. haiz. funny lah we all.

after prac, ate, again, at mac. played some games. after eating, huda, claire and biba went home while me and nat went for meeting. supposedly meeting starts at 330 but they drag and starts only at 4 plus. the meeting ended close to 6.

met mak at little india. she's from arab street. poor thing lah she. carry a lot of stuffs. end up we go home by bus. oh and js, sorry for not buying the jolen. we didn't go to mustafa just now. too heavy the stuffs and we were too tired. another day we go together k? :)

the father met us at the bustop. the father went home while mak accompanied me to take photo and buy some stationeries. i wanna get the imh sponsorship form done by tonight!.

after dinner, both parents were watching tv. alamak the 2 of them ah, really give me heart attacklah. i was just joking with them about listening to the tv using earpiece and they really tried. haiz. cute lah they. imagine them with earpiece and quarelling because the father increase the volume without telling mak and she got the biggest shock of her life. hoho.

suddenly at suria, there's this actress whose face is full of pimple and my dad gave his comment. and my darling mak starts comparing my face and her face and starts her nagging about me not washing my face la. bla bla bla.. and of course my dad will be on my side. he said that the woman appears on tv while i'm not. heh. and so i put on my mask. :)

oklah. tats all.

tata.

10:11 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

bitter heart.

hello.

its such a tiring day for me. went jogging and gym during the 3 hours break with nat. met biba and di after gym. sue, huda and claire went to run some errands and buy some stuffs.

clinical today till 8pm. after clinical, shahrul send biba home. but before that, me and nat get to ride around the carpark. funny la. haha.

i dunola. see him with his bike makes me motivated to get my bike license. but my heart like tawar aka bitter already lah. thanks to my last prac. i dunola.

niwae, now i dying to knw the title of a particular malay song. nvm.

kla. thats all.

tata.

9:51 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

'S' for Siti.

hello.

tiring day for me. im really tired. literally tired. of everything. when i say everything, i mean everything. bla bla bla..

and i must kill myself for not bringing camera. am i clever or am i clever? oh wells. thats a rhetorical qn. obviously i am. heh.

slept for 5 plus² hours. woke up ard 9am. bathe and then starts ironing the baju kurung and mak's selendang.

ard 11, starts to get ready for kak nora's wedding. left the house ard 1130. my baju kurung's kain is killing me la. its tight at the hips area. so i guess you all can imagine the way i walk, like a duck. so i was i a hurry just now and there's few times that i almost fell. apparently, there's a wedding at my neighbouring block. all pairs of eyes(ok, im exaggerating. not all, but most.) were staring at me. i think that they are thinking that im going for their wedding. haiz. i feel like one idiot seh with mp3 and my tight kain. haiz.. im whining.

met nat, aisha and shahrul at amk. took 853. the journey was not that long. reached the place close to 1. start eating and after we ate, its the arrival of the bride. she smiled at us. then few minutes later, the arrival of the groom. haiz. the kompang took like 30 minutes seh.(ok, im exaggerating, again.) once the kompang stop, the 4 of us stand up and starts walking towards the pelamin. but the newly-wed were busy taking pics with the bride's family.

we waited and once the photo-session with family is done, the 4 of us quickly walked towards the pelamin. haha. i guess the kiasu-ness can be imagined. we wished congrats to both of them and the camera-man told us to take pics with them. wah.. we're like VVVIPs seh. the 2nd group after the family totake pics with the newly-wed. gagaga. the first uncle really stress us la. we were smiling but duno whether he's taking our pics or not. the camera-man lagi funny. the way he makes us smile really tickles mine's and nat's heart. we were laughing ok. haha. i think the outcome of the picture will surely be %$#^*. hoho.

after the wedding, shahrul and aisha took 961 while me and nat took 853. supposedly, i should go home but end up meeting mak at another wedding at admiralty. stayed there till quite late. reached home only ard 6 plus². swimming with js is cancelled due to the rain. it means we got one pending swimming date ya. :)

and i ate nasi briyani twice today. and i missed little baby irfan, again. this is the seond time that he come to my house and i didn't get to meet him. haiz.. not fated la. but i miss him la. haiz. haiz.

oklah. need some sleep.

tata.
(ps: i bought a pendant from bits and pieces. its the letter 'S' - for Siti. heh. im mad. gagaga)

10:50 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

mcgrath.

hello.

i think this is cute. knew abt this thing long ago already but i still find it cute.

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

gagaga..

just came back from religious class and wedding. tired la. tmr going to kak nora's wedding. i think i need some slp.

and somebody said i look like mark mcgrath of sugar ray. haiz. some ppl trying to be funny. im a girl lah if you havent notice. haiz haiz haiz.

oklah. i think thats all.

tata.
(ps: this is mcgrath. pls minus the tattoo. do we look alike? i seriously dun think so. eh, i think i knw why. maybe because of the highlighted hair. hmm..)

1:33 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

im paranoid.

hello.

today im a bit tired. supposedly wake up at 8am but end up waking up at 830. cannot be blamed, slept at 1am. and i need a break from bike prac for 1 week. i need to de-stress.

school starts at 10. slacked la today. wore slipper. after lecture, went to eat at mac. biba not coming to school. at mac, i saw the silat world champion!!! kau. can't believe i'll see him in school, of all the places. heh. lucky got di, di knws him. all the wicked plans starts playing in my mind. hahaha. nvm.

finish eating ard 12pm. in case anybody needs to do some research on mad girls, they can actualy see 2 of them today. me and nat went jogging at the stadium at 12 plus. where the sun is directly above our heads. hoho. sometimes we ourselves don't knw what we're thinking. after jogging, went to gym. after gym, went for electives.

electives ended at 3pm. cool huh. frm 3 hours become 1 hr. heh. went home. waiting for claire to call. like finally im going wingtai today. haha.

after electives, went to ssdc to book prac. nat saw my motivator's pic. he's senior instructor ok. dun play². after booking, at the bustop, suddenly me and nat saw those prac 6 riders going out. i got hyper that i told nat that maybe its motivator. i shouted his name lah eh. suddenly, a guy who walks past us talk to the first instructor lah eh. alamak. i become paranoid. how?? what if he recognise me when i go for next prac. oh shit.

in the evening, met claire to go to wing tai. oklah. not much varieties. but we'll go there again k claire. :)

oklah. im tired.

tata.

and this is my motivator's bike:

10:43 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

honda cbr.

hello.

woke up at 615am. had 8 am lesson and presentation for hs 2036. reached school close to 8. after presentation, had 2 hrs break. praying and hoping for prac slot. end up, sue found a 240pm slot. thanks sue!

went home, changed, ate, prepare the stuffs for prac and leave the house ard 1235. took cab and reached sch at 1. i dunno why but my heart is beating damn fast. i got this scared feeling but the friends reassure me its nothing. after pray, went for prac lesson. thanks su and di for company me to pray. and i feel like defecating and micturating. like i said, i was so damn scared la.

and i send an sms to shahrul. something like this: "if you see shah, tell him to throw away his phone." heh. go figure.

and prac starts. gosh. i feel so fcuked up lah today. my mood like really at my toes la. this is what you call a greedy person. already have car license, still not happy and wants a bike license. i feel really down la just now. haiz. seriously, its like dejavu. after debriefing, i saw my motivator. it was such a waste. there's eye contact and if only i had smile. but standard, i dun smile after prac. i stress. after prac, while waiting for su, i saw my instructor. haha. like finally get to say hi to him. heh. he forever with his handphone problem. haha.

all the way home, i was stress. slept for 20 mins. woke up and met the sunshines, suan, 1d and mikio. went to eat at sakura. it was nothing but fun, fun and fun. and suan saw the paranoid side of me. haha. in the mrt, me and phk saw one woman like fcuked up la. she ran for a seat in the mrt. gosh! that was madness. reached home ard 1130. the door is not locked and saw my uncle. he's sitting down but he's actually sleeping. if you see the way he sleep, if a thief enters my house, the thief will even have the time to steal the stuffs and even get away without him waking up. he denies that he's sleeping.

and few minutes ago, i was talking to the bro when suddenly he keep quiet and said this: "don't shout". i kept quiet and he pukul my tummy. alamak. i saw a beetle lah eh. my number 1 enemy. he told me to halau the beetle at the window. i better do as im told cos if not, he will get angry. ok, i think my english has become like a piece of shit. i need some sleep. i deprived of one.

and my motivator rides hinda cbr. thanks for the info frat bro.

tata.

12:11 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

to my motivator.

hello.

tired lah. just change all my striking colour fonts frm my previous entries. those days where i would choose dark colours sblogskin with luminious fonts. haha. i have the tendency to read my old entries. it makes me smile. and it makes me reminisce about those days. haha. the way i make it like its been few years back. hohoho.

and seriously, there's these particular MKPL fellow deserves to be slap. hebat kau eh skarang. mentang2 abg aku penyabar, kau pijak kepala dia. but whatever. my bro still thinks that he's at fault. haiz. i've no comments.

in the bus on the way to school, somthing funny happen. i have this conjunctiva problems la. tears flow easily frm my eyes. if i laugh too much, or if A/C or fan blows in to my eyes.(eeuw, what english am i using seh???) so just now the A/C was directly in front of my eyes and tears starts flowing. gosh, i make 2 guys stared at me. haha.

today only 2 hrs of school. both lecture. wait for the bcls re-test and then went for live audio meeting. and during the wait, learn smthing frm 'nancy'. heh.

after reaching home, bathe then pray. oh and went to my all-time fav website to look for slots. hampa..

after isya', i browse thru bio book. (ceh) scary la. endocrine system. haiz. if i'm daring enough, this is what im going to give my motivator, S :




tata.

11:28 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

any prac slots.?

hello.

dying to get a prac slot. motivated to go just because i see one by one the ppl bringing helmets to school. not like me. they brought because they have their own bikes. i brought because im still stuck at ssdc. haiz.

and no prac means i couldn't see my tiny motivator. haha. i dun usually go for tiny guys but for him is exceptional. heh. i knw im mad.

btw, i can't wait for tomorrow. meeting up with my sunshines and suan and 1d. weeee~ :)

oklah. let me be honest, i haven bathe. wanna go now.

tata.

8:36 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

i love my one and only mother.

11:07 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

the wedding.

hello.

such a tiring day yest. but fun though. helped out at huda's bro wedding. (gosh, tears are flowing as im typing). haha. waited for 30 mins and end up i went to the place first. put our bags at huda's hse, had lunch and start our job. quite slacking lah actually. heh. but the food was good. its a good idea that instead of the normal nasi briyani, they chose kampung dishes. got asam pedas, nangka lemak, laksa, satay.. etc etc. the berkat was plate. the decor was simple yet sweet. green and white. took few pics. and in 95% of the picture, you can see raihan. ok, im exaggerating. but mostly.

to the one that's hurting, im sorry. i have to tell you the truth just now. i knw it saddens you to see those pics. it hurts them to see you sad. i knw that im the last person that you will share your problems with. heh. you jolly well knw how much i hate her.

oklah.

tata.

12:26 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

beautiful pics.

hello.

its friday today. school starts at 10. ended ard 3. our elective, lasted less than an hour. hoho. meeting sue and claire tmr at tamp to go to huda's bro wedding.

me and nat cry our heart out just now. we hyperventilate too. hohoho.

anyway, get the pics of suan's camera frm phk yest. however, he excluded some pics. but its ok. he's one hell of a photographer lah. here's some pics..


my all time fav pic. :)


nice pic eh..


captured at the right time.


us with the bestest teachers.



juli dearest took this pic.
thats the reason she's not in the pic.


us and our sec 3 form tch.
he's the reason why i love maths.


me, mikio and js.
a nice shot.


my darling sorry sisters'.

all this is taken by suan. very nice. he's the man. hoho.

oklah.

tata.

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