Story of my life

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

my short story.

Hello.
First and foremost, congrats to dearest Biba And Claire for passing their clinical.
Felt a bit relief after today's theory. A bit only lah.
Good luck to myself, Sue, Huda and Nat for our coming practical test.
Not in good mood -i'm sleepy, and i haven't defecate the whole day.
Sterile gloves - they're killing me.
Singapore idol - not too bad. Contestants all can sing except for 1 or 2 lah.
My parents - they are nice people. They gave 2 packet of drinks to the contract workers.
My brother - that idiot can drive. Why can't i have such confidence like him??
If you think you are poor, or you keep on showing people that you are poor when you're not, there's always someone who is poorer than you. Can understand?? hmm.. go figure.

* I want him to know how to play the guitar and he would sing for me a song while we're sitting by the beach..

9:32 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, May 29, 2006

Lady Siti

I was a lady today.
I wore brown 3/4 skirt with black top to school.
To match it with my dressing, i wore a brown covered shoes.
Yes. I look good, ok.
But because i want to look good, my both little toe finger almost passed away and my both my feet is full of blister.
Later, met Dearest Juli and PHK at caldecott to watch anugerah skrin.
The sight of Juli sitting beside the apek in the taxi make me and PHK smile. =)
Supported contestant number 08.
Voted twice.
PHK and Juli voted like i don't know how many times.
He's good. Really.
But he's out.
I'm quite sad but, well, its a competition.
There must always be a winner and a non-winner.
Ok. Im busy uploading pics.
I'm sleepy. But maybe waking up early tomorrow to study for Wednesday's theory test and Friday's practical Test.

Gdbye.

11:27 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, May 28, 2006

There he goes..

"setiap yang hidup, pasti akan kembali padanya jua..".

There he goes.. my late grandpa's good friend. He's the last of the group to left us. He's not even our relative but he remembers each of me and my family members name, except for like the past 2 or 3 years, when he started to get dementia. Every year during hari raya, it just breaks my heart to see him cry and praying for us.. I'm so gonna miss you.

2:16 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

my story.

sue had panic attack today.
kau.. freaking scary lah.
but alhamdullillah, glad she's fine.
mr edmund power seh.
and people, mdm manjoola is mr param's wife.
went to tbcu, without brownie.
dozed off for like few mins while waiting for rain to stop.
saw guy who wears kohl in the mrt on the way to tbcu.
"..kalau jodoh tak ke mana.."
but i think that's his gf. but nvm la.
went jogging for 20 mins.
shagged.
wanna sleep.

ok. gdbye ppl.

11:48 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Me, from a different perspective.

Me and Nat have been dancing to the hi5 songs like until we don't know when to stop. Its just that everytime we hear songs, we just couldn't help but starts to shake our bodies. It simply shows that we are deprived of childhood memorieslah. But its fun. At least we could put a smile to people's face. Oh, thanks to dear Claire for being the video-woman..

I make it a point in my life - CLUBBING AND DRINKING IS A BIG NO FOR ME. I seriously don't mind TRYING smoking or sisha-ing. Ok, honestly, i've been there, done that. I admit, being a mature person who will be turning 20 soon, of course i wants to try new things.

But i will try to keep to my words. But after i get married, and things change, maybe my husband wants to bring me there, then thats another side of the story lah. For now, i promise myself, my answer will still be 'n-o'.

I don't know lah. I just have this teeny-weeny feeling for this personlah. He's just a person who knew how to balance his life. I don't knowlah. I guess i infatuate too much that i even dreamt of him when i had my little 20 mins nap just now in the evening. haha. ape jer. What if i seriously like him? But i don't know him that well. How?? Nobody in this world can help me in this matter. Even the best psychiatrist couldn't help me. I just have to settle it myself lah then.. I have a feeling i'm talking nonsense.

Oklah. i guess im done. gdbye world.

7:21 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

R21

Its tuesday. Supposedly video clip day. But both of us, the hi 2 were too busylah.

Btw, today me n clairissa was too engrosed in reading the intimacy part of novels. Its just for the fun of it lah. And it actually makes me reminisce about wht happen in secondary school days. The guys will ask the girls for their novels and actually read those intimacy part under the table. Girls are not excluded. =)

Oklah. I guess im ok with yesterday. I should be more matured in handling stuffs like that. He's a jerk. Thats all.

Oklah. I got practical tomorrow. Gdbye.

10:59 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, May 22, 2006

jerk.

I was freaking happylah today, until that mother-fucking adhd faggot spoils my day. Me, Biba Sue and Phk went to caldecott together to watch anugerah skrin. Frankly speaking, i never watch even 1 episode of the show. I was there for the fact that Juli had some tix reserved for us lah.

I find that his bro is cute. I was just joking to her that i'm her future sister-in-law. I was so pissed off when in the bus, biba actually told me that the adhd fucker actually mimic me when i said that i'm juli's future sister-in-law. Like what the fuck?? She's my bestfriend, for goodness sake. You want him, go fuck himlah. Apa, you last time got a crush on him ah?? Why must you mimic me?? Fuck you.

Mood aku trus turunlah sial. Aku baik2 happy trus feel so fucked up lah. Dasar jantan bodoh. Kau buat aku, satu hari kau kena balik.

ps: Seriously, excuse my french.

10:53 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

hello.

Picnic with the maternal side today.
Both legs still feels cramps.
9 am lessons tomorrow.
Meeting Juli and Phk tomorrow.
4 of us, including su and biba going to watch anugerah skrin live tomorrow.
Frankly speaking, i never watch that show before.
Im a woman. So i painted my nails. Transparent colour.

ok. im done. gdbye.

12:35 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Long Live MKPL!!!

Yesterday was SHS soccer tournament day.
The numbers of groups that turned up was quite a disappointment.
All members agreed to the name MKPL - Mak Kau Peh Laki.
10 of us were in the group.
Slight changes in the team.
The members in MKPL : Me, Sue, Biba, Huda, Nat, Jia Qian, Siyu, Shah, Hadi and Shawn.
Some additional members : Hendra aka huda's friend, Hairi, Zul, another Hadi and of course, Aniza.
I scored a goal.
Hadi scored 3 goals.
Everybody enjoys themselves yesterday.
Had loads of fun.
Came home feeling so tired.
Went to j8 with jia qian, siyu, shawn, hadi, su and biba.
Su and Jia Qian did some kid's stuff. But nice.
Hadi and Shawn play x-box.
Eat at ljs, walk around and at last left me, su, hadi and biba.
My name is not in hadi's PHONEBOOK list, but its ok. My number is expensive anyway. =)
Went to religious class after maghrib.
End up sleeping.
Reach home, read ppl's blog.
Finally, lala land..

ps: everybody yesterday makes my day. =)

9:09 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, May 19, 2006

mkpl, mffu,...etc etc

Firstly, i was so pissed off with the champions league match seh. i was awake for the whole match without ter-doze off even for one minute. but the shitty thing was, i was shitting when barca scored both match. i should say i'm not hating the fact that i was doing that business lah, its good cos it shows that my digestive system is good, but why must when they are scoring?? haiz..

Secondly, i must say i watch THE DA VINCI CODE on the 1st day they come out lah eh, but without su and huda. next time we watch other movie togetherlah.. Companied Nat to the driving centre because she wanted to take her btt. the funny thing, she thought she was supposed to take the test 3.15 pm but she was suppose to take the test at 2 lah. What a day for her. haha.

Oklah. Wish my group luck for soccer. tata.

On the way to yishun gv, biba was very excited about making a blog, for 6 of us. So on our way to gv, we were busy making a name for our blog. we came out with everything, like really everything. Some examples : makkaupunyalaki.blogspot.com, middlefingerforyou.blogspot.com, chocolatespongecake.blogspot.com, hi5.com and it goes on and on and on... haha. very funny lah.

Went jogging with huda, nat, claire and biba today. Wanna get ready for tomorrow's major tournament lah. Soccer lah eh. haha.

10:03 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Here you go, sunshine.

anonymous - a person who wants his identity to be unknown.
synonymous - words with same meaning. ( perkataam seerti)
antonymous - words with opposite meaning. (perkataan berlawan)

According to bestfriend, people in uk talk using words like this:
'darling', 'sugar', 'sweetheart', 'honey', 'sunshine' and etc etc.

So, i started talking to my friends using those words. So, i was sms-ing my 'same-age' friend this morning using ''sunshine'', asking her whether she wanna meet at yck. And she replied using ''mutton curry'' saying that she's on her way to meet her friend.. Oklah. I dun think its understandable but i think its just enough for me to understandlah.

Ok. Bye.

9:42 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

the dream.

I had a very bad dream. I dreamt that ah, i already get my driving license, and then while driving, with my whole family in the car, my car went into the river. But the dream doesn't ends there. There's a continuation. I drive, again. This time, something bad also happen, but i just cannot recall what the thing that happen. Haiz. The moment i woke up, i got really scaredlah. Like just want to stop taking license. How??Haiz...

11:22 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

i'm sorry mak. i didn't mean it. really.

0900 am.
Woke up and heard that mak is going jb with my auntie. So she asked me to get her white card and passport ready. So, still in lala land, i walk to her room and get all the stuffs ready..

0930am
Mak was so in a hurry because my auntie left her house alredy. After changing uniform and wore her tudung, she grabbed 'her' passport and left the house. I was bathing that time.

1000 am
Went to infront shop to buy french bread ( aiyah, roti prancis lah). Mak cook soup tulang today. Yummy!

1015 am
Reached home and dad said i gave mak the wrong passport. Damn.

1200 pm
Mak called from Woodlands to ask me to meet her at Compasspoint.

1230 pm
Met mak at Compasspoint's banquet. We talk over teh susu and ice lemon tea.

And the story of the wrong passport goes something like this....

When they(my auntie, my mum, my mum's nephew and wife, and their 2 kids) reached the Singapore custom, the custom officer shows a passport asking for the owner. So, thinking its my nephew, my mum keep on saying he's sleeping. But after looking at the picture more up-close and personal-ly, she saw me! They were being brought to the office. The custom officer asked my mum whether everybody wants to just go back to Singapore or the rest go and my mum stays and mak chose the 2nd option.

She said she feels like an illegal immigrant.( sorry!) She was being question on why she brought the the wrong passport, how old is me, which part of johor she going and etc etc.. After taking her statement, she signed and they let her go. Poor mak. I apologise lah the moment i saw her at banquet. haiz. But its an experience. Feeling illegal immigrant. haha. Ok. Aku jahat.

End of story....

Let me talk a bit about yesterday. Yesterday went to jb by bus with my cousin and her daughter and of cos, mak. At the malaysian custom, we stand up for like 4 hours lah eh. Long storylah. But there's few ppl who faint, who act faint and horny idiots. I can feel a man's erection at my ass lah. I turned and he pretend he didn't see me. I think he don't mean it lah but haiz, of all the places. I keep on thinking in my mind, ''its his knee..''. Later, i sqeezed my way further from horny man. All the human beings yesterday was bathing in sweat man.. But it all ends well. Reached home around 7pm, feeling so damn tired..

Oh. I forgot to include clarissa's name on the list of people who's playing soccer next saturday. wee~

Oklah. Im done. Gdbye.

2:42 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

granny siti.

Today's a super busy day for me. Slept around 2 am yesterday. Went for practical lesson the 850pm slot and that the teacher is such a spoiler. He ter-accidentally spill out the best part of MI3. This is part of the conversation:

Teacher: Did you know that i watch MI3?
Me : Yes. You told me that time you got special price for the tickets.
Teacher: Ya. Maggie Q very pretty lah.
Me : Yes. She is hot. Is her character jahat or good? Then Keri Russell? She jahat or good?
Teacher: Both also good. Keri Russell died in the end. Her eyes kero(cross eye) when she die.
Me : Ya. Great. Why must you tell me?
Teacher: Uh-oh. But ah, she mati hidup balik u know.

Don't understand?? Go figure. =p

Had 8 am lecture today. See that Mr Edmund for like 3 times today. Had lessons straight from 8 to 3, and only had a 1-hr break from 12 to 1. The 2 super funny news that i must share is that:
1- I'm joining Live Audio.
2- I'm playing for my class's soccer tournament.
Very funny eh. =) Me, Su, Biba and Nat are part of the team. We were so looking forward for our first training. haha.

After school, met mak at Geylang. Did some shopping and reach home around 650pm, just in time for asar.

After isya', around 9, i went to kedai depan to take my pictures. At the void deck, i saw a golden couple. They look so very sweet. They were having a little chat while relaxing under the void deck. Later, when they feel like going home, dear grandma was helping dear grandpa to stand up. And later, saw both of them walk hand-in-hand, walking towards their house.

How i wish, in 50 years time ( if panjang umur, insyaallah), me and my husband would be walking hand-in-hand watching our grandchildrens' playing at the playground and reminisce about the past. Both of us having such a happy life with happy family.. How i wish.. =)

And to you, you dares to tell me stuffs that you don't tell others. But i'm proud of you. You changed. Just stay like this. Its good enough. =)

Ok. Im smiling. Gdbye.

11:03 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

pokok berjalan aka walking tree.

I was a walking tree aka pokok berjalan yesterday. Well, i wore a green shirt, green else and of course, a green sandals. Minus the bag lah because my bag is jeans colour.

This week has been a tiring week. Was sleeping yesterday in the bus on the way home with Clarissa.I always ter-doze off everytime i'm watching tv. It was quite alrightlah for the past few days because i ter-sleep not while watching my favourite shows lah. But i was so pissed off lah yesterday. I ter-sleep while watching csi, ok. I was so engrossed at the first quarter part of the show. Aiyah, fans of csi should know lah that the show is good. The worst part, i slept during the first commercial. But i do manage to watch a bit lah but the eyes is really killing me. I switch off the tv at exactly 1045 and went to sleep.

Wake up at 530am to try get a slot for practical. Waited until 630am and i give up. I prayed and i slept till 8. Wake up feeling a bit exhausted. Human beings are funny creatures. Lack of sleep can make them tired. Too much sleep also makes them tired. Hmm... Who wanna answer??

Lessons starts at 10 today. Nat and Clarissa was already there. Sue went for dental extraction but end up tak jadi because the previous one haven't heal. Later Huda join us. So before bio lect, i went to book for practical later, the 850pm slot. Alamak, i tell you, bio lecture like so super boring seh. The lecturer is Dr Manjulah. Don't know if i spell her name correctly or notlah. Dr louis loo is slow but at least not boring lah. haiz.

We had a quick lunch because today got lunchtime concert. Nat was eager to watch the ICG but end up they don't dance. haha. But we had a fun time. Oh, and biba dance just now.

Oh and to frat bro, me and nat is deciding to join live audio.. =)

Ok. Gonna charge my batteries for practical later. Gdbye.

4:33 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

polling day vs eating day vs visiting day.

Today is the visiting day. At noon like that, mak and i went to Tampines to visit a relative who just had stomach operation. He's recovering. Alhamdullillah..

Later, after Asar, went to AMK community hospital to visit a neighbour. He had stroke. His first time kena. He kena that time after subuh. I envy their close family relationship seh. Its just complicatedlah. The husband is a single un-married man. The wife is a widower. But the relationship between the man, his step-childrens and step-grandchildrens(is there such a word??) very super close seh. Happy family. And hope he recovers soon.. But the funny part is the conversation between the man's wife and my dear mak.

My mak saw man's wifey at polling station carrying a lot of things. My mum, being friendly ask:

Mak: Nak pegi mana nie bawak barang banyak2?
Wifey: Ni nak tengok Amin nie. Ni semua barang nye Amin.
Mak: (wondering) Sape Amin??
Wifey: Suami kita.
Haha. Haiz.

I've been having this weird dream lah. 2 straight days somemore. Its a funny yet weird dream. The details? Maybe i shall just keep it to myself.. Very weird. So weird. Haiz. Why me??

Its alright. Dreams aside. Let me talk about yesterday.

Yesterday was polling day. Im too young to vote. Its between PAP and Workers party. But PAP win lah.

The 2 parties.

Yesterday was totally eating day. Had lunch at Sakura Compasspoint with mak, B and bro. While waiting for 161, i received sms from shah, saying he saw me and my mak. Oh, i ate hotplate seafood something-something. Its like really a lot but i finish it up ok. haha. When i reach home, i'm like so super full lah. To help with digestion, i ate prunes. Don't know if it helps or not.

kenalkan.. Bro, Noi and me.
Later, had dinner at Kintamani Restaurant at furama(formerly known as apollo). Action only said don't wanna eat a lot. I tell you, i ate 2 diff rice, the nasi kuning and white rice. With rendang, chicken, vegetables and tahu telor. And not forgetting satay. Had fruits, chendol, goreng pisang, jelly, lime juice and some keropoks for desert. Amacam?? Haiz. I better start dieting and go gym every saturday.

Cousins.

Kintamani

Ok. Im done. Gdbye.

10:08 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, May 05, 2006

the dream

Today is Friday. School ends at 1pm bcos there is no clinical today. Today is also Dr Louis Loo last day. Wont be seeing him for 3 weeks due to reservist. haiz. A bit sadlah. haha.

After reading the Da vinci code book, i even dreamt of it lah. Look at what the book has done to me.. Btw, this month is movie month. I wanna watch MI3, Da vinci code, X-men and few other movies. Why must all the movie come out like one shot eh? Difficultlah. Last few months, when i'm having holidays, there were no good movies. Haiz.

Oh, im really praying hard. Hope i get the ttsh bond seh. Also hope Nat also get the bond. At least i feel secure after i graduate. Yalah, got job waiting for me. And also get monthly expenses every month. Hmmm... Waiting anxiously for the call or the letter.

Oklah. Im done. Gdbye.

7:53 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Da vinci code.

Finally, i finished reading da vinci code in 4 days. Its a fantastic book. The storyline is twisted. Very unexpected. Ending quite sad too. Not because of people die but because of the reunion of the family. Haiz. Nevermind. Shall catch the movie later it opens in cinemas.

Today, FSY joined for lecture. Feeling NYP lah katakan.. Told him to come around 11 for Dorothy's lecture. But that man came late lah. He missed a lot of interesting part of the lecture. End up he joins Dr louis Loo aka my idol biology lecture. Boring. When ask him which poly he prefers, tp or nyp, he said he prefer tp. haiz.

Don't know why lah but my eyes have been seeing the colour pink these few days. I see people is starting to like the colour pink.

Oh and sue, im sorry. Didn't know that Pinky is u. haha. Cos i got a friend who's ic name is Pinky. Technical problem lah. =)

Lessons starts at 8. I woke up at 6. I don't know why everytime i'm rushing. Like 1 hour 20 mins is not enough. I don't even have time to take breakfast, or even drink a cup of water. Haiz. Oh, and tomorrow's lesson is only till 1 pm. Gonna meet my mak at hougang mall tomorrow.

Oklah. Gdbye.

9:54 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Tiring.

Tired, exhausted, happy, sleepy, sick and it goes on and on..

School starts today after a long weekend due to May Day. Its a long and hectic weekend for me. I shall start with today first.

First lesson starts at 12pm and its my idol teacher, Mr Louis Loo. 2 lessons with him. Then headed for mac for lunch. Heard from reliable sources, both muslim stalls at food junction close down seh. Haiz. Its gonna be a non-halal food junction now. Ok. Then had psychology lessons with Mr Ibrahim. He said i got a nice smile. =) Lastly, had clinical till 8 pm. Learn about gastrostomy and jujenostomy. Don't know if i spell them correctly.

After school, met my parents at clinic. My dad had ear pain. According to the doctor who uses an orthoscope, his ear got mould mix with pus. After washing, the doctor realised that my dad's
ear got small hole. But of all, the best part is that the doctor let me see using the orthoscope. Like a one in a million chance seh. He remembers that my mum ever told him few months ago that im taking nursing course. Cool ah.

Last 3 days is hectic and tiring. I was at Johor, Kota Tinggi and Batu Pahat. I had diarrhoea. Feel so weak. I am the camerawoman for the 2 days but the stupid thing, i didn't take any pictures of me and the pengantin. Haiz. Oklah.

Oklah. Gdbye.

11:23 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

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Siti Fatimah

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