Story of my life

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

alhamdullillah. i passed. and my brother, he send me there ok. haha. very nice of him.

during warm-up in the morning, i make few mistakes. and worst, i almost hit the pole.

at 3rd floor, all of us had our chance to ballot. my tester is mr robu. stern man lah. but the fact that he smile at least make me feel a bit at ease.

inside the circuit, alhamdullillah, i didn't make any mstake at all. once we get out of the circuit, as usual, my all time 'favourite', blind spot. oh, i make few mistakes lah. i didn't slow down. lagi best, my car stalled 3 times. haha. but i react fast ok. haha.

after evrything, the tester didn't give me back my result. he waited until at the debrief room. we talked. he asked about my mistakes and i answer intelligently. haha. dun play-play. i realised all my mistakes and i know what i should do to avoid. he said that i failed and i was like, "..ok."(the indian girl style) and he ticked passed lah eh. i immediately smiled widely and i said thank you to him. he's the man lah!! haha..

took back my green book and go home. sms-ed my teacher and he called me back few minutes later. i shall see him soon since i have to come back to pay for my license. i didn't bring nets lah just now. nvm. it all ends well.

took cab home. the uncle was like happy for me. haha. he give some advices too. and my brother, he had a fun time campaigning while waiting for me. sorry to say, he offer me one after my tp. he said he wants to finish it. haha. erm, im a part-timer.

oklah. im very hapi. tata.

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

10:57 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

back to basics.

and so we are back to basics. tomorrow is my very first traffic police test. the feeling is like going for my first practical lesson.

i still remember this date: 10.08.05(it was more than 1 yr ago seh), i went to my first lesson. i was sweating like no one's business, my i got tachycardia, my RR is like 40 BPM and my BP suddenly went high. i was so scared to see my very first instructor. he's a chinese man. nice. but a bit stern. haha. my car stalled like i dunno how many times that night.

next lesson was with a malay guy. this one is an angel. taught me not to be scared. talk to me so i dun feel nervous. oh wells, he's one hell of a nice man.

third one was a chinese man. this one is fierce. but when he make jokes, it was funny in a horror way. haha. the first man to bring me out of circuit.

my fourth one, is the one i stick to till today. chose him to be my fix instructor. haha. he's the man. evry practical lesson will always end up with a smile except when days that i did some stupid mistakes and i keep on thinking abt it. he gave me a lot of advices. and he always tell me that his tolerance level is high, and i realy think so lah. haha. damn sarcastic but what to do, used to it. erm, if i passed my tp tmr, then today will be the last day im seeing him. seriously, i owe him big time. big, big time.

there's 2 other instructors too. one who taught me ATV and another one is substitute for my fourth teacher who takes off on one of the days. both also not bad. the ATV instructor even talked to the son using loudspeaker seh. haha. the son wanna defecate lah eh. haha. the substitute teacher, he's nice. telling me abt his previous job. laughed at me when he knows im a future nurse. just a nice man. and i think he's hot. haha.

alrighty, wanna get ready for attachments.

oklah. i guess this is all.. a tribute to the teachers.

wish me luck for tmr.

tata.

11:31 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, August 28, 2006

the end of campaign.

i shall declare that yesterday : 27.08.06 is the last day of campaign. (but doesnt mind if someone offers oe though) hahaha.

it was first day at imh today. as usual, the feeling of fear is there. it was kinda scary at first. maybe i havent know the patient that well yet. i was in the same ward as emeline, chuirong and yours truly, jing square. see how lah. maybe i will love the ward by the end of 10 days there.

it was biba's sis wedding yest. went for practical in the morning. in baju kurung lah eh. haha. i really think that i need a break from driving lah during the holidays. i feel better driving yesterday. after practical, met nat at the bustop. had our campaign and headed for admiralty to meet shah and aisha. didn't know that both bestfriends ili and hadi is coming. claire, cong and sue met us there too. oh, and hadi took the looongest time to reach.

on our way there, hadi was asking whose number is 9798**** and we all said that we dunno. (but actually its minelah). one of the mcg guy meet us there. biba pretty seh. the pengantin also pretty. later took quite a lot of pictures, already uploaded. after evrything, home we went.

took the mrt with nat and ili since hadi took the opposite train. had some heart-to-heart and gossipping sessions with ili. haha. that guy really funny lah. he said he wants to defecate. haha.

ooh, and i have become a busy woman. just see my hectic schedule for this week.:

28.08.06(mon): imh 8-4. then later nyte goin auntie's hse at pasirris.
29.08.06(tues): revision prac in the morn. then pm shift.
30.08.06(wed): TP in the morning. then pm shift.
31.08.06(thur): am shift. then later in the evening going shisha.
01.08.06(fri): am shift. rest day.
02.08.06(sat): walkhaton for parkinson day.

haha. busy busy..

ok. tata.

5:05 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

am i not so clever?

hmm.. sometimes i feel like i'm not so clever. i wont use the 's' word cos it hurts. haha.

i was browsing you-know-who just now. i saw this 'cover' video clip of breaking free, the soundtrack to high school musical sang by malaysian artists at disney channel. i suddenly felt like being punch in the face. the musical was shown like few weeks ago and they keep on repeating. the shitty part is that i dun even see any one of them. either i got n time or i forget. its like everyone was talking about how good it was lah.

and now, i feel like im not so clever.. haiz..

anyway, yesterday went to biba's house. her sister's solemnization ceremony. her husband said the akad nikah twice. apparently the uncle said that the first one is not clear. i think he forget to dig his ear in the evening maybe. haha. and sue, she lost her camera. its like camera seh. very the important thingy. called the smrt and they said they were still monitoring. oh well, maybe bukan rezeki.. relax k.. :)

oklah. gdbye.

12:49 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

the hougang heroine.

woah... exams are over lah. but results, i shall leave it in the hands of god. :)

after the ppr just now, went to jb with mak. on the way there, i receive an sms from nat. she said that her cousin is making a survey on polytechnic girls who smokes and that she prefers to interview someone who doesn't smoke.. well, that sms makes me laugh lah eh. its like the joke of the day seh. erm, maybe some will get it but some dun. haha.

oh, i must tell you a story of a local heroine, me.

last tuesday, i watched csi. the show ends almost 12. so i was watching the tv till the tv watch me. before i slp, i rearrange my pillows. i'm the only person who knows the arrangement of my pillows. haha. so, as i was arranging, suddenly, mr cockroach suddenly crawls at my arm. i shouted but no one heard me. *sobs*. my bp was already 300/250, RR 35, PR 121. haha.

i halau the cockroach and he/she crawls towards my tv the almari. equipped with a baygon and torchlight, i shine the torch under the almari and there he/she was hiding. i sprayed and he/she starts to move. before he/she can move even an inch, i continued spraying. literally spray and spray and spray until he/she stops moving. haha. sounds cruel ryte. but try be in my place. after he/she passed away, i use the broom and bring him/her outside. then i realised that the floor is damn slippery seh. and now, the heroine become cinderella. i mopped the floor lah eh in the middle of the night. haiz. oklah. then i can sleep peacefully..

dahlah. i tired. gdbye.

7:30 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

its been a long time since i last shed my tears.

pls lah. just stop it can? not worth it lah.

there's a lot of better one outside.

if killing is not a crime, she will be the first i kill.

if burning ppl's house is not a crime, i will be an arsonist.

if i could change ur mind, i will have change it once i know about it.

if i could change a person, i will turn her into a chimpanzee.

if..........

:(

10:55 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

the 4 auntie's and 2 nieces.

say cheese.

little shahidah and shafiqah.

i look like a small kid deprived of childhood.

Today was the movie at padang day. I sms the 2 darlings like last few days while studying in sch, both of them were like, "see how.." and i myself was not in the mood cos its exams period. Today, sms-ed them again and both were like, "ok, on!..". haha. So, its 6 pm at city hall mrt..

Pinky called to say that she bringing Nikky and i'm fine with it. Not that i don't know her, my very own primate gang anyway. haha. Before leaving the house, received a call from juli saying that she will be bringing her 2 nieces. Fine with me since the more the merrier.. Left house around 520. seriously, i can leave earlier. i was all ready by 455. but i took like 15 mins to 'set' my hair. End up i met them in the mrt. The 2 little ''innocent'' girls were so quiet. Cute girls they are. There's auntie juli, auntie nikky, auntie siti and auntie pinky. And the most important thing we didnt bring is: yours truly, camera.

Once we reached Padang, we quickly find a good spot. After settling down, me, juli and phk went to LJS and Sakura to buy dinner. The little ones were left with Nikky. Near 7-11 there, we saw ''phoebe''. Wow. Like drastic change seh that girl.. But who cares, i don't even know her. haha.

When we're back with dinner, Nikky was telling that the 2nd one, Shahidah was like jumping around and sharing stories with her about hot-air balloon. While havin our dinner, the 2 girls were like tryin to be nice to us. Share chilli sauce with us lah.. And seriously, phk is one child 'abuser'. Either shafiqah or shahidah was asking her, what movie is this and phk replied, " just a movie with a handsome guy". haha. Oh, and we changed spot yesterday. Seriously, the further you seat, the more clearer view you get. Supposedly, i was the one watching mi3 cos i haven't watch the movie before. End up, all of us didn't watch but layan-ing the little ones. Layan-ing their questions, their nonsense, their cute little jokes.. etc etc..

After like 5 hours knowing the little ones, me n phk decided to go to the toilet at The Adelphi. Before we leave, i think shafiqah, was asking pointing to me, whether i'm a guy or a girl. haha.
Later, one of them actually asked nikky whether she wore a bra. haha. It was soo much fun with them around.

Nikky haven't watch x-men3 and so me and pinky have to layan the 2 girls. Juli seems pissed off with the movie cos she finds it stupid. Shahidah taught us new ways of clapping hands, ''full-stop tido.." and a lot more lah. Shafiqah just laugh and laugh looking at the sister. And shafiqah molested me, twice. haha. And my name is uncle siti and pinky's name is auntie gold, thanks to the hair. As for nikky, we told them they dun need to know. hee..

After the movie ended, all of us starts packing and leave. Juli's sister send us home. Reached home 12 plus. Meet phk in msn and she sent me some pictures. Tomorrow is a full blast study day for me. ok.

tata.

ps: i didn't know its a crime to view ppl's friendster profile and to tag at ppl's blog. if it IS a crime, me and phk would have been behind the bars by now.

:)

12:49 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, August 18, 2006

friends?

to R,
it hurts, a lot. i was just asking for opinion and ur comments was really hurting. really feels so hurt.

my bro,
i love you, no matter what.

my parents,
they told me not to forget all the good deed that a person had done for us. remember it forever.

5 sweethearts,
you all makes my day. will miss you babes once attachments commence.

sunshines,
you darling rocks. so near yet so far.

*friends,
they come and go. none stays. the good ones, they accept you for who you are. the not-so-good ones, they critisize you. they think they are so perfect.

haiz.

tata.
sf

11:43 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

wanna know my age?

My D0B : 20.11.1986
(turning 20 tis year)

"..she's older than us. she's turning 20 this year, but she look young huh..", someone says.
(my reaction: i smiled)

"..you turning 20?? really?? you look like late twenties lah.."
(my reaction: i become slight paranoid)

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10:22 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

3 day story.

thursday

Starts to study arround 1130 pm. Suddenly, someone came knocking at the door. Who in this world won't be scared eh..? So i opened and there's 3 people. They are my dad's and uncle's kampung friends. Initially, their purpose coming was to 'visit' (aka melawat) my uncle who they received the wrong info that he passed away padahal the person who passed away was another man who apparently has the same name as my uncle. hahaha.

Friday

Went to school for bio lecture. Damn that L square. He wont tell us what will be coming out for section b and c. Damn him. Then what, study the whole book?? At least tell us what are the few topics to focus on lah. haiz..

Later, at the north canteen, all 5 of us (except huda) and Di played 'a..b..c.." and we we were like 6 mad people. haha. We went to Bugis to buy some stuffs for Nat's bro bday. Before that, saw a new found bestfriend, Ili, at school's gate. Poor thing lah he, my 4 other sweethearts keep on callin him 'pigeon'. haha. So, me and nat, his bestfriend is there to protect him. haha. But he still disturb me with that 'stinky' thing. haiz..

And i had a mini arguement with my father. he ah, very sarcastic. hmm..

Saturday

Nat's bro bday today. Met Biba, Claire and Cong at control station. And later met Su and Fai at the exit C. Had some photo-taking sessions and later huda came.. So off we went to the Indian Association.

Quite grand celebration. And the food's nice.

After the party, took cab with them and alighted at yew tee to go for ugama at woodlands. Like auntie auntie seh i. With Biba heels all. haha.

And i feel guilty for not studying yesterday. Oversleep.

OKlah. want to study. tata.

10:46 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

bipolar disorder

went to kampung arang.
watch fireworks.
sad.
fireworks was not as good as yesterday.
played with hisyam and mimi.
they're cute. very cute.
hisyam sleep on my lap.
feel so ticklish when his hair touch my neck.
dunno if its true or not, he will be separated from his bro. hmm..

my feeling ryte now:
happy.
pissed.
regret.
fucked up.
excited.
sleepy.

to you,
i still dunno you that well. no words can describe my feelings about you. but for now, you sucks. you're one jerk. (and i'm referring to a girl. girl jerk.)

11:33 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

fireworks.

Went to school yesterday and met rahjee c, nat, su and claire and clarify some doubts on june's (aka my lecture) notes. Later, headed for bio tutorial and had some tips on exams. haiz.. its so scary that exams is drawing near..

Like finally, my paranoid is gone, but actually there's still a bit lah. Thanks to that dental friend for sending that testi. make me one paranoid and called up my fren in the middle of the night. haiz.

Went to geylang in the morning. Took cab home and i saw something that always happened to me when i'm having practical lessons. Just somethinglah that involved L-plate cars. I was so damn pissed off that i told my mum, in quite a loud tone so that the uncle terasa, "these are singaporean drivers, rude. how people want to pass the test like this. because of them ppl fail..". He was angry at me and show his unhappiness towards me later when reach my place. Jerk.

After tutorial, huda went to take her research methods paper, biba and su went for fireworks, nat met her brother and claire went to cong's house.

As for me, without making any plans, i called Suan and asked him whether he's alone and he told me he's with 1d. Apparently both of them are camera freaks. Shera was there too and i planned to go meet the guys first and meet shera later. So, headed to Esplanade after maghrib lah (when d fireworks starts at 9). Before i leave, i promise my mum i'll be back once the fireworks ends. haha. Mum knows me toooo well..

For the first time i became a kiasu singaporean. Took NEL to dhoby ghaut and changed there. Kau, the crowd is like i don't know what to say. After i managed to squeeze my way in, there's this malay guy behind me. He was asking his girlfriends whether behind him(who is me) is a guy or a girl, and to my horror, they said guy. And you know what that idiot say?(in malay) "..guy? why he got butt jutting out.." another jerk.

Met shera and her friends at Parliament house staircase instead of meeting the guys because its too crowded at the esplanade area. Initially, only one of the road lane is being used for cars who wanna watch the fireworks. But around 855 like that, there's 2 lanes now. haha. At 9, the fireworks starts. It was like wow lah. Damn nice. One of the best. National day one was boring. This lasts about 15 minutes. Awesome lah..

Later, both of us met the guys and we went to suntec and chilled at subway. The 3 of them are born to be quiet and soft-spoken. As for me, i'm the most hyperactive one yesterday. But it was ok. We were talking about what we doing now. Me and my nursing jokes. Erm, ya. Had fun even though going out with them compared to going out with my sunshines is a huge difference. haha. Last i met 1d i think is more than a year ago and suan and shera is few months ago. We shall meet soon!! :)

Took bus home with 1d and shera and received a call from shawn. He was in the same bus as me. haha. What a small world. Reached home very close to 1. My dear brother was at the door on the phone. I smiled and enter. My darling mum talked sarcastically to me. haha. expected. :)

Soon js will be bringing me and phk to a new place at the rooftop. Cool huh. Can't wait for that. After exams babe..

My brother is in a huge dilemma. Poor thing lah he. Don't worry, im always here for you k brother.

To you, whatever. stop whining.

done.

love,
sf.

10:34 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

happy yet bad day..

Went for practical this morning. The teacher praised my driving at the road, but my circuit sucks lah. After dunno how many lessons of not mounting the kerb, dunno what a bad day today i mounted and strike the kerb ok. Both also immediate failure ok. Haiz. And my v-parking. What a bad day, i parked senget all the times. Haiz haiz haiz.

And another bad day. I vomitted thrice. It was suppose to be a happy day today. Its han river day today. Haiz. It just sucks to vomit out gastric juice. Haiz..

Btw, Han river was fun. Su last minute ''backed out''. Everyone was like angry and also sad bcos we planned to go 6 ppl. When we reached 4th floor, skali later, saw her lah eh. haiz. people..people.. give tension only.

Nat got some last minute problems and left early.

We took neoprints and Su and Huda photogenic ok.

My bro came back just now and just left for camp.

Oklah. Thats all.

Love,
Sf.

*If im attached or what, u 5 babes will be the first to be informed k. ;)

8:20 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

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Siti Fatimah

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paranoid.
20.11.86
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