Story of my life

Friday, March 31, 2006

Hmm.. Been down with flu since yesterday. Should be the stress. Stress due to driving. And i'm sick when i'm stress.

Went for practical today. Parallel parking ok. haha. And according to the teacher, today's lesson was not bad, but i lack of safety precautions. And i hit the pole thrice today. haha. But 2 of the pole, other instructors help to angkat the pole. So my teacher only angkat one. And, im so damn lucky to hit the 3rd pole. Because, the person who angkat the pole is Mr A ok. haha. He look so super handsome with his shades. Should be Oakley's. Takes my breath away lah. haha. I am dreaming.~ He taught me once last time. If my pole never fall, i wont be seeing him. Thank u pole. haha. Told my mum bout him, and she asked me whether he's married and i said don't think so. She asked me to tackle him. haha. Mother...mother...

Went to Geylang market today too. Wah, its clean. I don't mind goin there again. Its totally different from the previous one.

Oh, and Im chatting with Linda, my goodfriend from Moto. Long time never see her. I miss you.

Ok, till then.
Bye.
I have a crush on Mr A.

3:37 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

hampa, disappointed..

Hampa, disappointed, dissatisfied, brokenhearted, regretful, speechless...
Just dunno what else to say about what i'm feeling right now.

Went for practical lesson yesterday night, 850pm lesson. I really feel i couldn't drive. I easily get panic attack, i got no-confidence. I finished the lesson 5 minutes earlier. I really feel that the 5 mins is like 5 hours. Its 5 mins of reviewing my past. I asked my teacher about my performance. According to him, i hesitate too much. And, he said, those first few lessons with him was more worst than this. Haiz. I felt so disappointed. How am i going to get my license. I already spent more than 1k. I can't stop halfway. I'm disappointing everybody. Haiz. My family is my pillar of strength. They keep on supporting me. Thanks..

Ya tuhan, kau terangkan lah hati hamba mu ini..

Tomorrow, i got prac, 835am lesson. Parallel parking. I'm dead. I am already dying. Help!!

5:36 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

The awesome 280306

Thats us. I love us.

This post is suppose to be written yesterday, but im too tired uploading and re-naming all the 90 pictures that i took together with my 2 lovers. So i will write today on behalf of yesterday. =)

Yesterday was dear Kak Pinky's 20th birthday. We had a mini-celebration for her. Hope she really enjoys herself yesterday. Oh, and she keep on saying about her mastercard. haha. Funnylah she.

We promise to meet up at 12 at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Me, being the nearest, was the last to reach. haiz. Its all the bus's fault ok. So, we ended up meeting ard 1230. We headed to pizza hut first. To reach the pizza hut took us ard 10 minutes. Thats because we were literally searching high and low. We ordered 1) Mediterranean set meal. 2) Add-ons tortilla chips.
3) Baked rice set meal.

The pizza's sauce was not that nice. I dun really like the tortilla chips. But i like the baked rice. But we enjoy our time there. ~

Serial killer. =)

Us. Post-eating.

Next, we headed to the mrt station there to play Xbox., intro by dear Juli. Its $3/hr. We played racing and spongebob. haha. Its cool. The place is just superb. The chairs are so comfy. Should go there again, before dear Pinky go London.

Squidward and Patrick is me and Juli. Pinky and the comp is Sandy and Mr Krab.

Struggling to fight with me and the com. haha.

From there, we took bus to esplanade. But before that, we went to Millenia since we walked there. We had a fabulous time taking picture here.

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil.

Only 3 of us know what this picture means. ;-)

After the taking picture session, we went to Marina to buy cake and ice-cream. We headed to Esplanade and was finding the right spot to have the mini-celebration but it looks like its going to rain. We ended up having the mini-celebration at the underpass to Esplanade. Its not a grand celebration for Pinky, but we really hoped she is happy with our spontaneous plan. haha. We took the most pictures here. =)

Pre-celebration.

Blowing the cake.

Feeding each other.

Post-celebration.

After the celebration, we went to Esplanade, since i love esplanade toilets and that my favourite toilet is there. But before that, we sit at the Esplanade the seats there for about 15 minutes and we reflect what we had done in the past. Reflection session. =) Oh Pinky, dun worry, ur secret is safe with us. =)

Our last destination was Ambrosia, a small cafe where we just sit and chilled. haha. What a word. Juli brought her friend D, along. Sweet girl she is. Oh, her birthday is 2nd October and Juli's is 3rd October. Had fun with them.

ThatsPinky and me D.

Thats us with D.

After that, home we went. I was smiling and laughing in the bus looking at the pics. haha. Ok, im done. Byes.

10:33 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 27, 2006

Just received the news yesterday from Biba that Mdm Azizah, who was previously from 11c, just passed away last friday. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya. Insyaallah.

According to the doctor's, her organs is failing. She was previously from 11C. She had a big wound at her stomache. The worst part, she got MRSA from her neighbour. Before she discharged from the ward, she was super fine. The staffs don't need to do sponging on her bcos she can be toilet bath. Such a drastic improvement. However, when we were in 5d, i saw her sister and she told us that she was admitted again at 8c. She also told us that Mdm Azizah refused to eat all. No appetite. According to biba who visit her, her condition becomes worse. She is so skinny. I think its better for her to go peacefully than suffer. Semoga beliau ditempatkan dengan orang-orang yang beriman.

Ok. Went to gym today at school, with my turning-20-yr-old buddy. haha. Do the striater thing for 15 mins, treadmills for less than 10 mins, and my legs feels so wobbly like jelly. haha. Nevermind. We are determined to lose weight.

Later, Nat went to register for basic theory. Company her halfway only, cos i got prac at 1245pm. I still can drive ok. haha. But ah, i mount the kerb at the directional change. The 'S' thing was fone, but the one after that gives me headache. I mount the kerb, again. Haiz. But not badlah for someone who have not been to practical for more than one month. haha. Self-praise.

While driving, my teacher told me a true story bout his sister. Stewardess seh. Then i saylah that the sister sure pretty, and he replied, thick-skinly,''Look at who is the brother''. Haiz. Self-praise, also. Poor thing the sister. But she is better nowlah. Alhamdullillah. Too long to type, so i will just save in in my mind memory. =)

Oh, to Sue, thanks for the treat. You know what treat. But i dun feel good ok. Everybody pay except me. haiz. We shall meet up soon ok.

Ok. I need a rest. Im tired. Looking forward for tomorrow's threesome date. Wee~ Happy 20th Bday in advance to my dear friend Kak Pinky. Mine is in november. =)

4:42 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Its Saturday.

Went to Nyjc today. Its the GPA finals. Damn. I feel so bad. This is what you called ''see first, pay later''. Damn. I haven't pay Sue the tix money. Must transfer tomorrow. I promise, tomorrow. Well, i'm not the into seni type. But im there to support dear Sue. =) Nyp's so-called contingen sit at the left hand side of the LT. Nyp's performance was good. But doesn't win doesn't mean tak bagus per.. They get to the finals is already an achievement. They brought a trophy home though. The funny part was, when they announce NYP, the whole lot was shouting like hell, cheering for our school. But, each of us starts questionong each other, what's the award for? haha. Funnylah.

Oh, the morning part was humorous. Apparently, its B's bday tmr. K decided to celebrate today cos tmr B will be celebrating with her family. After much thinking, K decided to buy B flowers. Red rose somemore. Sweet kan. But, i had to buy for him. He's embarrassed. I ask how many roses he wants, and he said 2. But we end up buying 3, it means I love you kan.. Darling M wraps the flower for him. Sweet eh. haha. Won't share further details though. Wait K malu. =)

I desperately need some help or tips for my ''wonderful'' and ''clean'' face. The pimples is killing me. I had them all over. North, South, East and West. Or easy said, my chin, cheeks and my super forehead. I've tried so many ways. Facial wash don't ask. I even tried my cousin's recommendation, egg white with lemon. And smear it all over your face. Treat it like a mask. But still, no diff. I won't go for facial. I will only go when i'm getting married. Then if like that how? Help!

Ok. Im sleepy.

I have a crush on Fadly Awaluddin. Saw him at Nyjc.
I like his motor too. But its too high for me.

I wanna meet Ariel of Peterpan.
Although he's married with one kid, i still finds him handsome.

Ok. Gdbye.

1:36 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

From Singapore to London.

Yesterday, chatted with PHK for more than 1 hour. We chat about everything. From school, life, our pizza date, movie date, picnic by the beach to LONDON. Yep, she's leaving this coming 15th April. I'm gonna make sure that she takes many-many picture of London. Oh, really looking forward for the threesome date. wee~ =)

Yesterday also, i had a hole at my pants and i didn't realise it till night, when i wanna go sleep. The nightmare part, i was wearing the pants when my relatives came. And worst still, i was serving them drinks. Oh, the location is the left arse area. The size is about 6 to 7 cm.

Ok, its holiday. Im bored. I had problem with my specs. Just make new one. Cost me $110. Oklah, affordable. Not that expensive. If only there is specs that costs $10. haha.

I'm smiling. This is bcos, after getting my car license, i finally got the green light to take up motor license. And, most prob, my dear uncle sponsoring me again. Yay!.

Ok, im done. Byes.

2:04 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 20, 2006

The supplementary paper and the outing

Had a long day today. Slept yesterday around 2 am and wake up around 5 plus am. I was fresh and awake, thanks to Tongkat Ali. Went for supplementary paper today and, insyaalah, i think i manage to do the paper. It really shocks me to see almost 80 people failed sociology. Later, went to TTSH to give the allowance form.

Then, around 1pm, met up with Nat, Shah, Bib and dear Kak Nora. Headed to Breeks Takashimaya, treated by Kak Nora.

Later, after a super-duper long lunch, we decided to go to the movies, without Nat. haiz. We watched Cry_Wolf or something like that lah, aka cerita borak. I also don't know what's got into Biba, she started laughing when she heard Shah said the word 'borak'. haha. The story is so Final Destination, only this time nobody dies, except poor Jon Bon Jovi. I'd give 2 out of 5. Quite boring show. I have a habit of closing my eyes to prevent myself from shocked or shouting when watching horror movie. So when i close, Shah and Biba started laughing at me. haiz. Paiseh people. Oh, and Shah brought his friend with him.

Kak Nora is getting married this coming December and she planned to invite us for dinner. Wee~

Ok, here are some of the pictures. :

The giant Fish and Chips.

The Korean rice with the mother of all taugeh.

Nat's chicken.

Kenalkan, anak2 Ismail.

Last pic before all of us headed home.

Really looking forward for more movies outing with them. Took the train with Kak. She alight at City Hall and me and Bib patah balik from Marina to YCK and Woodlands respectively.. haha. Had soooo much fun today. Ok, my eyes is killing me. Bye.

11:06 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

The picture of me, who is GAINING weight, and my bro, who is LOSING weight.

Finally. The brother "graduated" from BMT. Long story though, but who cares. It all ends well. Congrats my bro! How i wish that i'm as tall as him. hmmm....

Today is Thursday, Friday's eve. Tomorrow is last day of attachments. Haiz. Why must all this ends when you are starting to love the ward and the staffs?? We learn a lot from the staffs here too. Our CI is also super nice. Ms Doris. Will remember her.

Ok, im super tired. Gonna sleep. Almost 2 months never go prac. I saw a slot at 835 am tomorrow. I was making up my mind whether to take or not to take. Not even one minute, i refresh and the slot vanished. What the hell is the whole Singaporeans doing? Sitting 24 hours in front of the comp looking for prac slot? Give me chancelah. Pls.

11:06 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Things that i planned to do, but have not been done, but hope to be done.

Let me introduce, on the extreme left is JS, in the middle is u-know-who, and on the extreme right is PHK.

1- Movie date.
2- Makan date.
3- Holiday date. (but this one a bit difficultlah, but still can be done.=))

On the extreme right is the only-can-see-the-head me, the middle is Bib and on the extreme right is Sue,very the pink freak.

Let me tell a story. This coming 16 April is our 1st year anniversary. Cool eh. That Bib is my 1st friend. She lah very shocked to know i malay. First get to know her eh, her introduction is, "My name is Hazbiba. But call me Haz, don't call me Biba". As for Sue, started talking to her only on the 18th April. She is someone very hyperactive. Easy to talk to. Get along well with people. We eh, almost one year already know each other eh, amost of the things we had done together. Things such as eating together at Pizza Hut, Seoul Garden, go to Sentosa, had a chalet, most of the school projects, almost everythinglah, EXCEPT, going movie together. We should one day.

There's just a lot of things in my mind that has yet to be done. Just hoped that it could be done. =)

5:03 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Flower auntie and the triad's outing.

Start off my friday with a smile. Firstly, after work gonna go to bugis with Sue, Bib and Nat aka kacang. Secondly, i'm super happy that i'm not under shorty today. What more can i ask for.

But ah, the moment i step in to sign my attendance book, got this one SSN said that she send a patient to heaven. When i asked her who's the patient, she said bed 118. My goodness.!! Thats the cute auntie with the flower seh.

She was from my cubicle and she moved to first cubicle few days ago. Everytime we see her, she will ask us to open her restrainer. And if we don't want, she will turn her head away. Merajuklah gitu. Cute kan. Yesterday was a happy day for her, but for a while only. They took off her mittens and she didn't pull out her r/t. Baik eh. So i started to, "Ah-ma....". She smiled. First time i see her smile. When i hold her hand, she hold back and grip tightly. Before i leave, i waved at her saying ,"Bye ah-ma". She waved back. Cute kan. Haiz. Im not gonna see her again.

Later, went to Bugis with the girls. Full of drama-mama. On our way to Bugis, Nat saw her friend in the mrt. Later when reach city hall, she received a call again. So the three of us thought she gonna meet yet another friend in the mrt like just now. But actually ah, its her cousinlah. We were not told that she gonna bring her cousin along. Later we split. She said that she will call. But end up 3 of us jalan2 together. Bib and Sue bought ear rings. Sue bought a shirt for her friend's bday. Very nice. Cute shirt. Really hoped that one day we'll watch movie together, but don't know when..

Ok, gonna go. My legs is really killing me.

9:26 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Joints pain, back pain, stomach pain etc etc

haiz. I don't know what the hell is the person who is in charge of our postings were thinking when she scheduled us for this posting. Imagine 18 of us there, 12 students morning shift, 6 students afternoon shift. During afternoon shift, 5 students look after the 3 male cubicle, and me, the lonely soul, look after 3 female cubicles. But both my SN are nice today. And the yesterday SN, she remembers me being alone yesterday and she said to both SN today that she pity me, bcos both days i am alone. My SN today taught me a lot of stuffs. Beneficial. Mine is a psychiatric ward. Doors are locked, stuffs are locked, everything also locked lah. Today, got new admission. Poor thing lah that auntie. She is just super aggressive and stone-headed. Die-die wanna go toilet and micturate. She is on oxygen and she is super pale. But due to her ke-degilan, she keep on tarik the oxygen. The SN got to restrain her. Poor thinglah. But what to do, they are just doing their job..

Work starts at 1pm and normally i reach ttsh around 12 50 pm. But today, meet Shah at 12 bcos we wanna go to 11c to meet kak nora. That very super-duper cute nurse. We saw Kak Siti, the Cik who eat doritos and Kak Adira too. Miss them a lot. Miss the ward a lot. They are fun people that it makes my day seeing them, esp Kak Nora. When i 1st see her eh, i don't like her cos she is so sarcastic lah. But she is the most gerek staff.

Oklah. Really hoping for a holidays later during march with sue, biba, ahah, and the rest of the clans. Missing Pinky and Juli, dunno when can meet up. Really hope to meet up before dear pinky headed to London. Oh, and she owes me a hermes bag. =) Till then. tata.

10:53 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 06, 2006

CAP Day and the centipedes.

My face have been smiling like the 2 monkeys since last wednesday. This is bcos, shorty is not in the same shift as me. But i saw her last friday doing night shift. Seeing her face changes my mood instantly. But whateverlah, its almost 9pm when i saw her face.

Went to the CAP Day or Come And Play Day beside the Kallang Stadium there with mum and my aunt's family. Me n my mum actually went to my aunt's place first in the morning. When we reach there, i tell you, seeing the many many centipedes crawling under the void deck can make your hair stands lah. My dearest mother, being so caring, started to kill them. Bcos according to her, she's afraid that they may crawl at small kids and will sting them. Very cute lah she. When she see got 2 eh, she will said, 1 for her and 1 for me. haha. Countless numbers of centipedes that we had killed while waiting for my aunt to come down..

At the Stadium there, there is a lot of fun and games catered for the disabled, down syndrome etc etc. My cousin has this muscular dystrophy syndrome. Seeing them yesterday very happy playing the games all and receiving tidbits.=) I dunno whylah, my stomache gave me problem. I am still figuring out, is it because of newater or the food they give. hmm...

From Kallang, my mum and i headed to Woodlands for religious class. It took us 1 hour and 15 mins to reach there. Not bad lah for Singapore. Thats why i dun like it when people say Singapore is small.

haiz. afternoon shift later. ok. bye.

9:46 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

The long and winding story.

This is gonna be a long entry which i don't intend to forget for the rest of my life. haha.

Let me run through what happen yesterday about the 1st day of attachment and the 'machot' shorty.

During taking report, shorty come and said to her AN, "Give me space to write leh".
Lazing around. I'm all alone, without a partner, so i got no one to do turning with. And apparently, the whole residence of cubicle 2 is dependent. haiz. Except later, when the AN is done with cubicle 1, she did my cubicle with me.
Did ng tube feeding. While feeding halfway, shorty came in and did something to the pt's iv. So fucking rude with her fucking face and her fucking words, she said this fucking rudely, " Eh, you blocking my light". What the fuck. I am the one who switch on the light. nabeh.
Our ward is psychiatric ward. The main door is lock at all times. Whoever wants to enter or go out of the ward, need to press the doorbell and ppl from inside will press this one button and the door will unlock. Gotlah this one woman wants to go out and she ask me to open the door. Shorty is nearby, so i ask her which button to press. She said the white button. And there is 2 or 3 fucking white button. I asked her again and fucking rudely, she press the button without explaining.
Passing report time, again. Shorty was passing report about my cubicle when come to a 'Mdm Fatmah'. She pronounce her name as 'Mdm Fat-mah', as in fat - big size. So fucking no manners. When comes to malay pt, she will criticise to the max. nabeh. Racist.
Finally time to go home. Its more than 3 pm that i went home cos i was doing something. I went to fucking shorty and said that i'm going. She ask me where i'm going and i said i wanna go home. She said exactly this:" Go lah!"
And so i went home and had a nice sleep for nearly 2 hours, hoping that the next 3 weeks won't come. But what can i do, when i woke up today, its only wednesday, 13 more days to go.

What i did today.

Reach the ward and don't see shorty. My both SN are nice people. One very sweet chinese and a super nice malay SN.
My sweet chinese SN was scolded for something she didn't do by the doctors. Let me tell you some bad things about doctors. They are rude and stupid at times. They don't talk to nurses. They take case notes like nobody's business even though the nurses are using it. They don't put up cotside of old or fall-risk patient after consulting them.
Did turning, ng tube feeding and did my work peacefully. I love today.
Change a lot of diapers today since everybody in my cubicle is wearing one. haha.
Give fleet enema to a patient today. woohoo.! Get to feed the anal.

Haiz, 12 more days to go. Help!

haha. Bib got the try the feeling of what it feels like to work with shahrul.

Ok, till here. goodbye.

p/s: Excuse my French. =)

4:51 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

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