Monday, July 31, 2006
happy day.
Firstly, ica was a success!! Alhamdullillah.. Worth all the time spend yesterday morning till 3. And babes !!! Han river this wednesday !! Yay!!
To my very good friend linda, thanks for listening to me whining about my life yesterday. Really appreciate it a lot.! And we MUST meet this thursday k. We MUST have a really meaningful talk that day. Everybody faces problem everyday. But some faces bigger problems than others. Just be patient..
To my friend Suan Yang, fail once doesnt mean u're a failure. I know its easier said than done because i haven't take the test. Don't worry, mine coming soon. Very soon. haha. Wish me luck ppl !
To brother, don't worry too much about your problem. There's solutions to all problems. Only your problem is a bit heavy k. Sabar selalu..
And Biba sister getting married lah eh.. Bestnyer !! haha. :)
oklah. thats all.
gdbye.
ps: i cut my hair, again.
9:13 PM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
ndp preview.
Firstly, thanks a million to biba for giving me her ndp tix although it tested my patience waiting for her at yck on saturday. haha. I feel like a dead woman lah that day. Yawn like a thousand times.
Me and mak left house at 3 plus. Yalah. Don't know how many tudung she change yesterday. haha. She wore red shirt, white tudung and black pants. As for me, i don't know which country flag i wearing. Red top and green pants. We took bus till kallang mrt there and took shuttle bus to the stadium. The bus took us almost half an hour to 40 minutes seh. wth. Oh and there's a lesbian couple in front of me seh. Cool. Im just a humble imitation lesbian. haha.
When we reached there, we immediately went to the toilet. Mak lagi best. I was in the queue beside her and later than her, and yet im the first to went in. After my business is done, i came out and she's still there. And the best part, no one is inside. haiz. mak..mak..
After her business is done, while walking to the blue sector, there's this family came to us. They wanted to exchange their green tickets with us because they came in 4s and they had 2 blue and 2 green And so, the kind soul, who is none other than me, agreed to change.
After the freaking long queue, we finally get to enter the stadium. We sat at the bench la eh. haiz. But ok lah. And i check my watch its 6 pm la eh. The event starting in few minutes time.
The fireworks the best. Power lah. So colourful. But its quite sad. Its the last year ndp will be held at the stadium. Its an honor to even get to see the preview yesterday.
After everything ends, we went home by bus. Took bus number 70. Oh, and mak's head being hit twice. hee. Poor thing lah she but her reaction is cute. I was so busy telling her about the show and out of the blue she just shouted, "Aduhmak!!" and when i asked her what happen, she answered back like a 7 year-old, "dia ketuk kepala aku" (he hit my head). haha. Funny lah she.
And there's these animal couple in front of me in the bus. I tell you, the bus is damn sardine-packed lah. Lucky i even get in. These 2 idiots were sleeping and holding hands. I was carrying 2 of the ndp bag, one on my right and one on my left lah. My bag was somewhere near her thighs and she pushed my bag in front of me. Fcuk her. Kalau bus bapak kau tak penuh macam gitu, takkan aku nak langgar kaki kau bodoh!!!!
Oklah. Till here. gdbye.
ps: One of the motivators in front of me is cute. haha.
6:20 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
2 days story.
Its a story of 2 days.
Donate Blood and Jb.
Everything is a first time for me.
For the first time, i feel like fainting last thursday when i donate blood. For the second time, the nurse said that i never do housework. Ape je.. For the first time, the nurse can't find my vein. For the first time, my blood doesn't flow smoothly. For the first time, my blood doesn't stop flowing and they have to put ice pack at the site. For the first time, at least 3 nurses was concern about me. haha. Feels funny to be the centre of attention. Oh wells, im not attention seeker anyway.. haha. After donating, called mak to tell her i'm going to hougang mall to buy white shirt. Initially she doesn't allow me but since i said its urgent, she finally agreed.
Later night went JB with Kak inah, the 2 boys and mak. Went shopping for kitchen stuffs and saw kak mawar there. Her husband couldn't recognise me, thanks to my new hair. haha. He said i look like chinese. Later, had dinner, or supper around 1030 and everything came out. Haiz. Its not because of the food. Its just my upset stomach. The food is super nice lah. Should be beacuse im too full. Ate till 1130. Reached home close to 12 and went to lala land around 1.
Oh, and today, me and nat and huda was browsing fhm magazine at north canteen. Suddenly we heard huda saying 'hi' to someone and we ignore her. Our intention to see the magazine is because of the playboy founder, Michael something la. And later, we were at pages where topless women were and we felt a head in between our heads. And the best part, the head belongs to our clinical teacher la eh. haha. haiz..
Friday.
Woke up at 6 and suddenly remember its campaign day!!. Finally its over. Its a success mann!! Thanks to those who 'support' eh.. :) haha. Reached school at 8. Went to do ica and left for E308 at 10. Start decorating and left around 1 for clinical.
While decorating, we saw favourite couple and their 'obscene' acts. haha. As usual, me and nat, the 2 pretenders. Pretending to paste the garbage bag but our eyes were looking at them. From touching hands to touching, or shall i say squeezing, butts. Remember, Eyes don't lie..
At 4, Shah and his gang presenting his ica on STD. Anything related to sex is my favourite topic. haha. Our group wins mamee!! :)
At 5, we had a so-called briefing. Let me defined their briefing. Its eat and drink. And you guys should count the number of times me and nat went up and down from the gig room to north canteen. Biba, Di, Biba's friend and huda was there. Only Huda stays until Shah's band performed.
The gig starts close to 7. It was awesome. Saw few bands played but jinx, 4th ave and the last band was awesome. Haiz. But im scared of the dancing. Don't know what the hell they call it lah but im freaked out seh. haha. And Paul Threemountain plays guitar. :)
Later, there's a de-brief and after that went home with Shawn, Shawn's friend and Nat. Ran for the last bus and reached home close to 12. Feel like a dead woman. Bath, pray and went to lala land. One day campaign is over. Thinking of the campaign makes me smile.
Meeting Biba on Saturday to take the ndp preview tix. Thanks bib!!
ps: Thinking of that biatch gives me nightmare.
12:29 PM
Say 'R'.
Went for driving practical today. haha. Seriously, i need a duct tape for my head and my mouth. I need to paste one at my forehead to the car's headrest, because i keep on looking at the gear when i change. damn. The teacher is super stress when i did that. Sympathetic. I need another to paste and my one and only mouth to stop it from shouting. I will even go ''aaahhh!!" when i see a red traffic light and i need to change from gear 4 to gear 3 when i can do it quietly. what has happen to me?? i will even shout when i reached the turning point to do parking. I seriously need mouth therapy. Oh, and i cant survive without talking. Don't know how i will react when tester beside me. Shall i start asking about his family..?? hmm...
School is only 2 hours today. But got the live audio meeting at 3 lah eh. haiz. boring!. Talk about the gig this friday. And the current president cant said the word 'R'. hee..
Most probably, im going to donate blood tomorrow, alone. Pity my mum lah, she tired. So, i told her i'm independent when im scared. She worry i might faint. haha. i will be strong. If there's time, im going to compasspoint's charles and keith to buy a sandal. simple. Provided there's time lah cos im going johor with mak and cousin in the evening. busy.. busy..
I don't know whether will there still be place for un-bonded students like me after i get my diploma. If there's really no place for me, then i shall be a stewardess. haiz. what the hell.
oklah. bye.
8:18 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
240706- first day of school.
First day of school. Fun. Fun. Fun. haha. yalah. Meeting with the friends after 3 weeks. All the stories of the different hospitals. From patients, to their families to our dear friend who fainted during her attachment. hee :)
It was Miss universe today. Not bad seh since Miss Japan was the first-runner up. Make aseans proud huh. And the Miss Universe fainted seh just nw. haha. funny la. like drama-mama.
I don't know why, but i've been having weird dreams la. One is i'm a lesbian. Another one is a worst dream. just very bad dream la. Just not me to dream about stuffs like that. haha.
Today, i was sms-ing my bestfriend about who is miss universe, didn't realise she's having interview. haha.
*..was window shopping alone at metro while waiting for somebody and saw a girl walk past the mirror saying this, "oh, i gain weight". i smiled bcos she was thinking like how i was thinking....*
oklah. gdbye.
ps: tp few more weeks la eh. im so scared. damn.
9:50 PM
last day of attachment.
last day of attachment today. Its exercise sparrowhawk also. So, today's work starts at 330 for the pm shift poeple, yalah, like ahmad sayuti hospital. feels so weird to leave house at 230 pm where there's no other nurses on their way to work except fellow nyp students..
Did hypocount and administer ventolin. Quite pissed off with the people around me today. Well, as a future nurse, i shall keep those stuffs confidential. haha.
There's this patient from 1st cubicle, who's son is handsome lah. And im not the one who's going after his handsomeness, its my partner and end up another patient's family disturb me liking him. haizz. where shall i put my face mann??
Company Biba to suntec after work because she wanna buy a top from topshop. We walk like really fast lah because we were afraid if the shop closes before we reached. And its still open. lucky us. :)
Went for driving practical today. Still sucky. To the teacher: Dont worry. I will make you proud by passing on my first attempt ok. I will make sure that all the 90% of your name in my book is worthy. :)
And of course i am proud of my nursing skills to him. He showed me a capsule and asked me whether can he just open the capsule and eat the contents inside. And so.. i told him that the purpose they make it capsule is for slow absorbtion.. Ceh.. haha. So the teacher ate the capsule like that. hmm.. Not bad ah, still remember last year's work.
Lastly, there's a fight behind my house. Well, typical singaporean, like suddenly you can see bodies from people's kitchen window, including mine. haha. Dunno lah these love triangle thingy. Funny lah. Later the police came. and i don't know what happen.
Okla. wanna watch tv. night.
12:36 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
good afternoon, nurse.
SHS for 2 days. Kinda fun. Because i feel like i'm bonded with the kids. They are so cute, esp when they cry even before they kena jab. haha. And when we passed by them, this is what they will say, "Good afternoon nurse"... cute kan..
Anyway, we kena Paya Lebar MGS, at Lorong Ah Soo, near houganglah, my house. So, today, i took bus 113 from hougang int. Damn long journey sia. Took me almost 40 minutes. Goodness. The place is damn near lah but they bus go one BIG round. Crazy lah. And standardla, when you are late, shit happens. Traffic light turns to red at every junction, and i even missed the busstop. crazy.
Went for driving last monday night. i can't drive. I told the teacher that my driving got pattern. good, not good, good, not good... so, i must make sure that 1 day before my tp, i must be not good.
Oh, my favourite atuk went home today. Good for him. The sad part, i didn't see him being discharge. But betterla, if not wait i cry. The daughter send her regards to me. And my friend told me that atuk cried when he's being discharged. He's too happy. Sweet kan. I miss him already.
okla. tired. bye.
6:06 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
New CI?? nolah. its her, again.
attachments was ok. half happy and half sad.
happy bcos seeing atuk makes my day. :) That man, he's so cute. G and i simply loves to disturb him. He used to work as a driver with ford company. Don't mess with him when it comes to cars. He's the man. He knows which car comes from which country ok. Don't play-play. haha. His family is nice too. He's just simply cute lah. No words can describe his cuteness. haha. Oh, and he recommends me and G to buy a black ford car and we wants him to teach us how to drive. haha.
Sad because there's 3 people passed away and another one collapse during the weekends. 1 is expected, not say what la, but its better for her to go, she suffered a lot. like really a lot since she collapsed during my 2nd day. another 2 is super unexpected. they were so well for the past weeks. the uncle who collapsed, he's on oxygen 100% and yet he feels breathless. hope all is going well for him..
Ok, our new CI is not new lah eh. She's our 11c CI. haiz. It just spoils my mood seeing her. haha. She's not that bad lah actually. She's just stern.
My dear friend nat thought she's afternoon today because we are opposite shift. So when i saw idol in the mrt today, i sms both biba and nat. Nat told me she havent check her timetable yet but she says that she confirm afternoon shift. Skali later when i received biba's sms that we are same shift, i also receives nat's sms saying that she's supposed to be morning shift today. haha. funny lah some poeple.
haiz. shs for 2 days. if atuk is being discharged, i wont get a chance to see him. i am so gonna miss him.
4:38 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
attachments.
hello. its been days since i last blog. tired la, morning shift.. supposedly watching pirates of caribbean with that sunshine phk, she booked me first ok, then last minute she said she kena booked. haiz.. this is life of a first lady. haha. im watching with shera one of these days..
oh, and i must say this: angels and demons is a super nice booklah. its a MUST read. seriously, its better than da vinci code.
its bitching about attachments time.
doctors
some are nice. few are fucked up. for the nice one, she taught me about ecg and thanked me when i helped her. another male doctor, he smiled when we enter the isolation room. he knows the reason i went in. he didn't said anything.
The fucked up one, she sucks. she's one hell of a racist. there's this indian patient just admitted. she cant speak other language except tamil. so, one of my indian friend become the translator. yes, i admit its difficult, but u can't help it what. the idiot came in and said her name. coincidently i was inside changing her shirt and i explain to her that she can't speak other language except tamil. that idiot said rudely, "ya, don't tell me she don't know her own name..!". fine. later, she ask my friend to ask the patient whether she got any allergies. after asking, my friend told the idiot about this medicine she bought in india and before she finishes her story, the idiot ask sarcastically, "just ask her, she got any allergies..". cb. while writing report, she keep on rolling her eyes and sighing like, erm, non-stop. wtf. later, she wants to know whether the patient got any diabetes or hypertension and the patient said she doesn't know. the idiot replied this, sarcastically: "GREAT..!". i was so pissed off that i just leave the bed.
patients.
there's this atuk. he is so cute. his teeth, lagi cute. haha. he's actully well. can do his adl independently at home, all until he fell in the toilet. since then, he starts to get dementia, he cant walk.. etc etc.. poor thing la he. his first night, he pulled out his ryles tube. he even wants to get out of bed. thanks to the 'cik' beside him who calls the nurse. since then, his son or grandson will overnight in the hspital. haha. disturbing him makes my day..
another patient, his son is someone famous. he looks very well but his diagnosis just scares me.
oh, i got a kiss from a patient before she went home. :)
the staffs.
all of them is really nice. they helps me a lot. taught me to administer ventolin and hypocount. they even trust us to do our own hypocount without them supervising. all are nice. and majority are foreigners. locals are nice too.. oh well.. go figure.
friends.
its been 2 weeks since i last saw them. nvm. we shall see each other and share share stories this monday..
okla. cant wait to bitch about stuffs with nat this friday for live audio gig. gdbye.
1:22 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
hello
hello. attachments was ok. finally saw kak nora last week. and kak jun too. my attachments boring without nat, biba and shah. nvm. i got to be independent.
an uncle keep on calling me tomboy. haiz.
world cup was disappointing. im on france side.
if those of u who like anugerah boys, sorry ppl, i saw them today at my ward. :)
i find all apeks and pakciks are cute.
okla. i love my hair.
bye.
12:02 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
my one week story.
its 530 am. and im awake since 3. thanks to soccer. germany won. 3-1. and people, internet connection at this hour power la eh. very fast u know..
soccer.
woke up at 3. manage to stay awake till half time. the eyes is conquering the brain even though i drank a bottle of nescafe before that. took a 15 minutes nap during half time. woke up and continue watching the beautiful game. i was peeing when the germans scored the first goal. haiz. and thanks to the first goal, i was awake thruout the game. oh, and also thanks to my sunshine for sms-ing with me thruout the game too. :) Germany won. They're in the 3rd place.
new hair.
yup. my hair is short. super short. i look like a butch. Nat's cousin says that i'm her guy. on my way to school yesterday, i caught a man looking at my assets, to see whether i am a guy or a girl. damn him. but i find my hair cool though. just need some bleaching, thats all.
production.
i was late for production. due to some unforeseen circumstances. at times when you are really in a hurry, shit will always happens. my battery left 1 bar. i missed the bus. its red light at every traffic light. those usual stuffs that can make you curse and swear. as for me, i know all those shits will happen. the best way is to remain calm. ceh.. haha. and production was good. full house la eh the tfa. su's acting was good. biba and fyza can be a potential model. haha. me and juli were sitting at the staircase la. ms norain also at the staircase la eh. haha. lucky wear jeans. the funy part, both me and juli planned to wear skirt somemore. haha. phk was suppose to come too, but she got some last minute problem, which i fully understand her situation. went to mac after the production. and to my dearests, sorry for not watching the intro. some unavoidable stuffs happens. people 'come' and 'go'..
attachments.
not bad. ok ok la. but just some stuffs not ok. i'd rather keep it to myself or verbally share my problems. because of THEY ALL, i was being rude to my parents and bro. cb la u all. u guys really spoils my day. i hate this attachments. really hate. bloody hell. i hate, hate, hate, hate and hate.!!!!! oh, got this cute apek. he's so adorable. the first time i lay my eyes on him, i immediately felt my heart beating very fast. he's so very cute. the best part, last friday i bathe him lah eh. haha. seeing him makes my day. seeing THEM, makes my day fucked up. 10 more days and goodbye fuckers. at times like this, 10 days is like 10 years.
the brother.
so sorry if im being very rude to you. im really pissed because of the spectacles incident. but i dunno why but i feel irritated today. maybe because im too tired. im just being childish. you should know me better, right?? im stoneheaded. im sorry. i truly am. you are the best brother one could ever get. just to let u know, i miss you when u are away in camp.. later, after i get my motor license and uncle buy me a bike, wait i send you to camp, ok??
motor license.
haha. i talked to my uncle's bestfriend just now. told him i wanna take motor license and that i will follow him balik kampung after i pass my driving license(insyaallah) and he will teach me the basics of riding. wee~ motor license, here i come....
family.
i miss them. attachments keeps me busy. got no time to have a nice talk with them in the evening. my dad says i dunno how to manage my time. haiz.. wait la ok. 10 more days of endurance.. :)
the eye.
wore my contact lens today after so long. still got discharges. i think my eyes is allergic to contact lens but i don't care. i dont know if im mad or not la. but there's a major difference for my eyes everytime i wear specs and contacts. i see things being enlarged when i wear contacts and things being minimised when i wear specs. so when i wear specs, i see myself not as fat as i see myself when i wear contacts. haiz. am i being paranoid? but i think im fat. i am fat. i dunnola. am i fat? which one is honest? contacts or specs?? anybody?? help me out here.
oklah. i guess i shall stop here. gdbye..
5:33 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
The story of 2 days.
Yesterday
-Bio lecture starts at 830 am. Reached school around 840 and heard that Huda's dad just passed away.. (*be strong ok, gal..)
-Another shocking news, hs 2037 starts at 11 instead of 4. amacam??? Super kelam-kabut lah we all.
-Did everything and me, the most 'artistic' one in our group contributed my very own handwriting ok. :)
-When its presentation time, we get another shocking news. Mr Edmund likes our presentation. ~wee~
-Later, met my 2 darlings for scary movie 4. Its funny. But a bit stupid also. But oklah. We watch at new cathay.
-Phk bought gifts from london. :) England Teddy bear for both me and juli. :):):):):):)
-Later, go lepak-ing at esplanade. Haiz. Met celak guy, again. Just saw him few days ago in school. haha.
-Cam-whoring session at esplanade. :)
-Reached home almost midnight. :)
Today
-Woke up at 730 today to go to the gym.
-Met Nat around 930 at yck and we headed to school.
-Upon reaching mrt gate, i realised i didn't bring my card. Damn.
-So basically we went to school just to parade and practise catwalking.
-I had stomach cramps. Because i'm a woman. Having stomach cramps for me is rare.
-Later, went to compasspoint with mak. She bought a handbag. Very nice. Suits her very much.
-Bought kfc for dinner and we ate together, sharing the same plate. sweet kan.. :)
-Mak and i had plans to go makan at the bugis area there where people said its very nice. And apparently, Biba went there today. haiz. She's faster than me eh..
-Oklah. Mak said i owe her something. And i must pay back. And tonight's match is very good. Very very good.
Ok. Gdbye.
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