Story of my life

Saturday, March 31, 2007

hello.

went for ttt early in the morn. but still late, as usual.

alhamdullillah, i passed this time. so im counting dwn to 11 april whr i will be taking rtt and will apply pdl followed by prac 6. wee~ can't wait!. haha. :) and btw, i guess my sweet talk to makcik didnt work ah. haiya.

so after ttt, went to the voi d deck shop. and im so damn angry. i was browsing( i duno what other words to use) thru the choc milk cos i intend to buy 1. so i was thinking of HL or Daisy when the auntie said there's offer for Daisy. so i tot of taking 1 choc and 1 milk until i see that the choc milk will expire on 2nd april, 3 days frm today. so i told both husband and wife that the milk expiring soon. and with a fcuked up face, he told me in a loud voice that the milk just came, how can it be expiring soon. immediately my blood pressure went up to 300/200 seh. i was shouting back at him. and so we had a little argument. obviously i was just trying to help so that they wont receive any complaints frm other ppl. stupid arsehole. i seriously feel like killing him. or throw acid on his mouth. hjfdh.

then ard 130 went to bedok with the mother and auntie. both of them in need of a massage. like i said, my mum had a terrible backache and she look like she's goin to give birth anytime. poor she. after massage, we went to houg mall. since both of us is hungry, we share 1 set of combo 3 and 1 set of kaya toast. then we walked a bit then headed home. and btw, on our way home, we bought durian. 6 packet $5. yummy! :)

what a hectic week for me. 3 out of 5 days i wanna kill 3 different people, actually minus abu* lah. he's too handsome to be hate lah. haha.

and imagine, of all the poeple, u shed your tears in front of someone who u have been havin a crush on for quite a long time. double haha.

and i've yet to share my day on tues. my trip to jb with mother followed by surprise bday dinner at ps pizza hut and the one whr sy can't pee just because me and juli were calling his name. haha. will update soon. very soon.

ok till then. im so gonna drag my dad to ntuc tmr since my mum is a ''preggy''. hohoho.

ok, i wana have a date with he who stares at me when im crying. u knw what kind of date i talking abt ryte, woman. haha. :)

ok. gdbye.

12:21 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

brain dead.

hello.

went to compasspt in the morn to take smthing from 2nd mum, then headed to vivo to send the avon stuffs to the cousin. quite tired.its like from one end to another. after passing the stuffs, mum called to ask me to meet her at her fren's place to take some stuffs. oh and btw, she got a very bad backache and she really look like she's going to give birth anytime yesterday. haha.

so frm vivo, i wanted to take the mrt back. and i duno why but my brain seems to be dead. i can't find my way to the mrt. i was literally walking ard vivo just to find the mrt stn. haiyo. end up i took the longer route to giant. goodness. what has happen to me? i guess im still not getting over what happen yesterday.. seriously, i think im still having hallucinations. i keep hearing that jerk's voice and whatever that happen yesterday keep on playing in my mind. :( but then life has to go on..

met the mother at the fren's hse. it was raining so heavily. went to watson to buy umbrella. then we went home by cab. and i guess the cab driver shd be cursing me cos his cab is all wet thanks to me. i make it sound like as if my waterbag burst in his cab. wth wth. haha.

ard 2 met nat and we went to bishan to apply for a job at gv. really hope we get the job. im in a desperate need of a job lah..

thought of taking theory test later but then the mother wanted me to run some errands at compasspt. so will be going there later then. and might be taking ttt tmr. hehehehehe.

ok. gdbye.

6:50 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

hello.

today was so not my day. and that biatch face and his voice will keep on appearing in my mind. stupid jerk + arsehole + bastard + old hag + biatch. so if i mention any of these names, means im referring to that somebody. and btw, he's a tester. ask me personally if u wana who.

so i started my day goin to circuit revision in the morn. and im quite late. haha. saw the instructor who everytime feels stress when he sees us. and he got sorethroat. poor him.

so i shall cut my story short. i wanted to do slope. i swear i didnt see the signal left light, i swear i didnt see its a test car and if that biatch's car wants to turn left, then he should position his car before the slope and not after the slope. so half-heartedly i turn left at the slope. and while waiting to go dwn, that bastard came out of the car and started shouting at me. scolded me not to anyhow turn left. bla bla bla. and the even best part, i was the only bike, and the whole circuit is staring at me. and an instructor saw me being scolded. oh, and he's S by the way. and confirm he wanna knw why.

still feeling ashamed and angry of being shouted at in public, i continue doing the course. and of course i didnt do well. and at d corner, 2 instructors were waiting for me, including S. i was seriously trying to control my tears when they wanna knw what happen. they keep prompting me with questions and i just couldnt answer cos if i do, confirm i will cry. and seems like my eyes betrayed me. my tears finally started flowing. flow and flow until i was so ashamed of myself. and i actually scolded them for looking at me crying. and the chinese instructor was so sweet to said that its ok to cry and he said that he would chopped off that bastard's head. i was trying to sound cool by laughing but i guess i failed. and the more i cry the more they didnt move until finally they think i need some time, they told me to settle dwn and take my time.

i was so stressed cos i will be having assessment after that lesson. haiya. and i received special attention when i didnt do well on the courses. haha. and mind you, its not fake crocodile tears but i was crying to vent my anger. and so the lesson ended. and im just leaving evrything in god's hands abt the assessment that i will be taking.

while waiting for the assessment, it was lucnhtime for the instructors. and some skipped lunch to do some stuffs which i duno what its called. it was so scary but cool though. i was having fun looking at them and their stunts. and the chinese instructor saw me and never fail to smile at me. and he keep on asking whether im ok or not. haha. i can't do anything if i still dun feel better what. haha.

and so assessment came. and to my horror, im the only girl. after assessment, i pillion someone. and i managed to do plank la ok. haha. and after assessment, 4 names were being called. and i tot i failed again only to see that i passed. haha. and the chinese instructor was asking if i pass and i said i did. heheh. and i told him i feel paiseh abt the incident. he just give me one look and said that he didnt remember seeing me crying. haha.

and to that jerk, i hoped he get heart attack or asthma attack soon. very very soon. and i literally mean it. im not saying it out of anger but i really hope that he will get it. he's really heartless to shout at me in front of evrybody. such a fcuker. and i hoped that his children failed their tp. and will never pass. and i hope that bad things will happen to him. and i hope that if he ever scolded or shouted at anybody again, he will get diarrhoea for 1 week. if diarrhoea is not enough, i hope that he will get dengue fever and low platelet count.

oh wells. like all other human beings, (EXCEPT THAT BASTARD) i have feelings too. and i do cry. haiz. and im having hallucinations. i keep hearing his voice. jfshjg.

ok. gdbye.

6:03 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 26, 2007

16 + 1.

hello.

in this entry, i will be sharing stories abt me, some other people and a special person by the name of Abu*(not his real name to protect his identity).

i duno why but i feel quite relax for prac today. and she waited for me again. haha. miracle ryte. and there goes our plan to do warm-up today. we felt quite sad that we didnt get to do warm up. poor us. :(

we did CR at 655. it was quite ok. saw abu*, the asthma guy and few other instructors. and i knw that ton is quite happy to see abu*. as for me, i dun really care abt him, just that i find him good-looking. my plank today was ok. fell maybe 2 or 3 times only. then 810 came. me and ton thought of returning the bikes earlier cos we need to rest before prac 5.

and so time for prac 5 came. and i shall proudly announce that we did warm-up. and i thought abu* will be teaching class 2a or 2 but then suddenly saw him and a file. this one confirm doing prac 5. so i was pointing to ton that abu* will be assessing and i think she's quite happy. i was among the 2nd to go for the assessment. and so the time came and abu* was in charge of crank course. to cut story short, after complete evrything, me and ton went to do pillion. and as usual, only our voices can be heard.

like i said, i cut the story short. and so its results time. and to my horror, i get 16 demerit points and 1 immediate failure. and i was cursing and swearing the idiot who failed me. and btw, ton pass. congrats!. and i was figuring who the hell failed me until i see the crank course pic. it was abu* lah eh. it was that abu*. for goodness sake, abu* of all the people!!! i was so depressed.

and to abu*, i really hope to see u in my dreams tonight cos i so gonna kill you. and i dun care if he doesnt appear in your dreams as long as he appears in mine. and if he's married, im so gonna call his wife and tell her all the stories that he didnt do. and if he's coughing while _____, i dun give a damn. i hope he coughs till morning. and if he's not married, then i make sure i will call his mother or father and tell them stories abt him.

ok, just now in the bus, there's a lot of things that runs thru my mind. but my brain is not working right now. i think i can't hate him for the fact that his face is so pleasant to look at. thank god he's blessed with a calm-looking face. thats y i cant hate him. but seriously, abu* spoils my day. lucky its the last slot. if not, i think my whole day will be ruined by him. thanks eh abu*.

okla. if i got more ways to kill him, i shall blog abt it tmr. and im praying and hoping that he will appear in my dreams tonigh.

ok gdbye.

11:58 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

hello.

sometimes i really got to agree with pink hair. she hates people who copy her. actually im not to that extend. but i just think that copycats has got no originality. hahah.

to my 2 dearest friends who has just lost their love ones, stay strong k. whtever happens is god's willing. we can just pray for the best..

ok, gdbye.

11:09 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

some pics

hello.

these are asome of the pics. for the rest, go to my multiply ok. :)

feeling scrub nurse. ahaha.

first day.

parentcraft rm.

tearm. and she's showing her notes. :p

at the bridge.

ssdc's toilet.

my new love.

if only...

mum and B. (i duno hw to spell her name.)

me and izah. she insists tht she wants to be an angel.

B and zain. she insists on the hearts.

ok. gdbye.

6:15 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

jogging.

hello.

woke up ard 430. brush teeth, changed then leave the hse ard 445 to go jogging with the father. jog 3 rounds then walked a longer route on the way home. tired. bathe all then now here i am. :)

yesterday went for 1030 prac. was challenging ton on who will reach first. we both reach at the same time, ok. haha. and yesterday's prac was a disaster. it was so super duper hot. i duno abt her but im sweating like hell. its free sauna. and i had a tan mark. a very nice one indeed. between my wrist to somewhr below my elbow. hard to explain but it looks funny. and i saw S. heh. and i think that the 2 of us is quite famous there. instructors tried their very best not to bump into us. and abg shaik is nice and funny. ahahha. :p and btw, i use to have this teeny-weeny crush on a Mr A and been seeing him quite a lot of times this week. and in case u're wondering woman, Mr A is the one with the huge bike. haha.

oh, actually im supose to go for ttt in the morn. but then the parents had a communication breakdwn and both were not in talking terms yesterday morn. its funny how my mum will mengadu nasib to me abt the father and the father will do the same thing abt the mother. so end up i had to help her cook and i leave the hse close to 945 when im suppose to leave ard 9. haha. but alhamdullillah, they're ok now. haha. funny la.

so stayed home the whole day. spend some quality time with the family. and btw, the uncle's fren gave us a 29 inch tv. so me and the father did some hard work yesterday. we carried dwn the old tv and out the new one. and mind you, the tv is not light. its damn heavy. if im pregnant, i think the baby might just come out any minute. and the old tv, the father and i did some experiment on it. we use the old cable and frm that cable, we can get the msia's tv2. and so the 3 of us, cos minus the bro who went back to camp and the uncle who;s too tired to watch, watched pendekar bujang lapok yesterday. it was so funny. we were laughing our asses off. haha.

when the father is having dinner, mum was sharing abt her pregnancy days. its fun to hear stories abt them. abt how she waited for 10 hours in the labour room and my brother just refused to see the world. abt how easy it was to give birth to me. and she ven give me tips on how to give birth. ahaha. dun worry, i will keep it in mind. :)

ok now the uncle is having his breakfast, mum is sleeping and the father is watching some show abt plantation. and me, i wanna upload pics, then sleep.

gdbye.

5:58 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

raining.

hello.

30 mins ago, the uncle and i just reached home from religious class. it was raining heavily and we're not wearing rain coats. cool huh. my uncle's the greatest lah. he said that he's lazy to search for the rain coats in his box. so we endure the rain all the way from woodlands to hougang. and im so damn cold. and my shirt and jeans is fully wet. and i feel like im being transformed from an angel to an ice-cube. ok, i knw im very mcm paham but just pretend that u understand la. and if im goin for prac tmr, mother must help me sew my pants. poor me. and im starting to sneeze.

and so today i guess is my sleeping day. woke up ard 9 plus. watch tv with the mother while eating mother's own made epok2. then went to ntuc and market. reached home, mum is getting ready to leave the hse to go geylang cc for some course or smthing like that. then i had a 1 hr nap.

woke up, had lunch then get ready to go delifrance with nat and her bro. we thought there's job vacancy but then there's none. sadded, we leave the place, walked home. ok, nat and her bro goin to their aunt's hse which is few blocks away frm me.

and damn it, i missed prison break again.

okla. will sleep once ton and i come to a conclusion abt tmr.

so, gdbye.

12:33 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

my less than 4 hrs of slp.

hello.

ok. i survived with less than 4 hours of slp today. my day is quite hectic. poor me.

yesterday night after blogging, was msn-ing til close to 1. then i cant slp and i don't knw why. what i knw before i slept, i check the time and its 130. woke up at 5. get ready and leave for hosp. slept in the bus.

reach hosp quite early. then went to DS. ok, it was quite boring. i was standing up from 8 till 11, minus 15 mins of tea break. saw 1 epidural. after the procedure, the nurse actually said this to me, "so siti, you got boyfriend and getting married right? when u get pregnant, when u can't stand the pain, take epidural ok. so far i didnt get any side-effects till today. dont worry". i seriously dunno whether i shd laugh or wht. haha.

then stand, again till 12. went for lunch. and i saw BIBA!!. haha. she did her case study while i eat my maggie. talk and talk and i had to leave cos i will be going ot to observe a c-section. after lunch went back to DS. halfway seeing epidural when the staff call me to get ready to go ot.

changed to scrub suit, wear nyonya slippers and went in the theatre. it was so damn cold. the doctor is so damn nice. asked me questions all. then at one point of time before he starts the op, he asked me smthing abt shaving. there's still few strands of hair and he said something like this: "i will find out which staff did the shaving and i will complain to the matron". haha. he's a joker la. but he made my day. taught me stuffs while doing the op. and halfway i had to leave cos my staff is leaving. so i thank him and leave.

at the ward, saw 2.5 normal delivery. ok, the 0.5 is beause the baby's out alredy. hah. and the normal delivery, the doctor is nice. and his suture is so nice and neat. taught us sm stuffs too. later, i saw the surgeon came to our ward. he said that he was looking for me in the theatre to teach me how to do the suture. haiya. what a waste. and he said he didnt hear me leaving. ape je lah he. he's so damn nice. if he's still alive, i might be looking for him to help me deliver my baby next time. =)

later, went to meet CI with nat and biba. then ton called to meet for prac. and i was literally rushing home. to cut the story short, i went hm, bathe, prayed, changed and took cab to ssdc. the uncle was speeding cos i told him that im in a hurry. he took 10 mins to reach there. that was fast. and for the first time, ton waited for me. and she saw datok k. ahaha

like yesterday, we were taking our own sweet time. saw the different2 instructors but the best is my idol. my plan today was to do plank and he's in charge of prac 3 today. haha. paiseh lah i. heh. and ton and i were treating the ssdc like our father's sch. we waited for each other anywhr we like. easy said, must do everything together. like siamese twin. and didnt knw there's instructors who realised that. and according to him, we were unsplittable and the whole circuit can hear our voice. ahaha. and ton, for the last time im telling you, believe it or not, he said aku cinta padamu to me ok. hahaha. and some instructors who were stoink yesterday was ok today. pms. i got no comments.

after prac we book nxt prac. and then headed home. and god must really loves us. it was raining on the way home. lucky not during prac.

then bathe, again, prayed then leave the house for religious class. took cab to and fro. tired la. and anyway i didnt bring my ezlink card with me. in the class, mother sit at the chair while i sit on the floor near her leg. and i slept for like 60% of the 2 hours. thanks to my mum's thighs. haha. too tired la. so went home, blog, msn-ing for a while then now i wanna sleep.

ok. gdbye.

12:05 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

my long story.

hello.

im think this is gonna be a long entry. i will try my very best to blog till 12, if i can make it.

ok, so on tues is my pm shift. okla. just tag along the staffs there. observe admission, sit, read books, talk, gossips, serve bedpans bla bla bla. then the cousin pick me up frm work with his lorry. heh. at least i dun have to walk the scary road. :S

so wed morn went for prac. tired. lack of slp. prac was, as usual, like the shit in the toilet bowl. quite lonely going for revision alone. practice plank like no one's business. was quite ok. like ratio is like 3:1. out of 3 times that i didn't make it, i will manage to do the course once. erm, i duno what im writing. but nvm. just pretend that u understand and make my life easier. (oh and btw, its 1202. but i will continue.)

so after prac, quickly rushed home. bathe, changed, had a light meal then went for pm shift. i slept in the bus ok. that show's that im too tired. and im alone cos phang's in DS. quite ok. did the usual stuff. only this time more slacking. hahah. and auntie kamachee (k, i duno how to spell her name), she's nice. tell me a lot of stories. so ard 830, went to check my hp. how delighted i am to receive 2 missed calls from my mum cos confirm the cousin will be picking me up again. heheh. at least both nights i dun need to walk that scary path. and the cousin pick me up with their new car la eh. haha. cool. and we had dinner/supper at adam road. yummy! oh and btw, i think its fun to have a diploma in nursing and working in a ward clerk. right nat? hahaha.

ok, today was am shift. i was basically dragging myself out of bed. sooo super sleepy. supposedly woke up ard 445 but i delayed until 5. bathe, pray then leave the house ard 6. reached the hosp ard 640. and the walk is scary. i was like keep on looking behind and my mouth didn't stop praying. grrr. that shows that im really scared.

am shift was ok. and unwillingly, i went to nursery cos the CI told me to go. and the way i carry the baby is so cacat. and i saw the bathing of a 2-hr old baby. soo super duper cute. but i duno his/her sex. ok, back to cute. he's literally cute. but when he/she starts opening his/her mouth, i got the shock of my life. his/her cries is damn deafening. haiyo. i guess if a person is in coma state, confirm will wake up with his/her cries. ok, that was a bit exaggerating. and kach went for DS today. and dun worry biba, we shall pray for the best k. =) and during breeastfeeding talk, i slept. and CI caught me and my dopey eyes during discussion. haha.

so after work, went home. as usual, i slept in the bus. reach home, did some suffs that im suppose to do then sleep for 1 hour. woke up to have biba calling asking abt canteen food. haha. and received sms from somebody saying "today i wont be late". hmph! so bathe, went to shop, pray then leave the house. damn 72 took like 25 mins to come. madness. i thought i was late cos its alredy 845 when i reach. prac starts at 850. and didnt knw that someone is later then me. tsk tsk.

we didnt even rush to ssdc. we were walking at our own sweet time. then the instructor tried to be funny by saying there's no circuit revision today. yeah right. and my bike is an arsehole today. and the instructor make me look like an idiot when he pushed me and my bike. thanks eh. and i saw car no 83, right ton? and i saw car no 23, this is for you ton. haha. and instructors today is like a stone. they didnt give me motivation at all seh. stupid. and todays plank was worst than wed's 3:1. today was 20:1. ok, exaggerate a bit. and me and ton was treating the road like ahmadsayuti-sudirman driving centre. we were merely shouting and talking while riding. gosh. that was so fun la. haha. and for the 888th time im telling you ton, abg shaik is nice. dun curse him can? he's gd. uurrgh!

and biba msg-ed that she saw louis loo. haiz. i was soo looking forward to see him but i didnt get the chance. poor me. and tell ur dear bf, my idol is just doing his job. he didn't mean to fail him. haha. siding him nampak. ceh. haha.

okla. i very the tired. i need some sleep. btw, time now is 1237. congratulation to me. and am shift tmr. poor me.

gdnight and gdbye.

ps: to that woman, go study now pls. and do sms me asap tmr. im not forcing, but just sms lah. and good luck. =)

11:51 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 19, 2007

my busy schedule.

hello.

yesterday was another tiring day. 3 days in a row. kau! today was another tiring day. that means its 4 days in a row. ok nvm.

ok, wana share abt yesterday. went to vivocity ard 330 with the mother. meet the cousins there. play with water. initial plan was to go singapore expo after vivo for the metro sale. but then later, received call frm the cousin saying that her grandson, who is also my grandson is admitted to kkh. so off to kkh after vivo. reached there close to 8. after visiting, went for late dinner at jalan kayu. took pictures with my little nieces and nephew. the're so cute. they will ask the silliest qn and its just so cute. haha. then home we went.

at hm, i just cant sleep and i don't knw why. maybe im too nervous for attachments. so i went to the mother's room and forced her not to sleep and talk to me. haha. talked and yalked until its close to 1 and she forced me to sleep. haha.

so today is first day in mt alvernia. i seriously need help for this attachments. i can die seh this attachments. serious. too long to story. but one word: boring. but looking forward for friday though. delivery suite lah eh. haha. and biba and nat, i seriously cannot tahan lah just now when the sister is giving orientation. she's nice, just that .... heheh. and ms janet chua is gerek la. she's stress with the hole in my pocket. she's just fun. the next Ang KK. hahaha.

so after work, biba, nat and me went to yck. biba went home while nat accompanied me to ssdc. and on our way we saw few flamingos and crows. haha. as usual we were disturbing the birds. haha. and it feels weird to walk to ssdc in uniform.

and i hv a feeling that i will be tired this wk. tmr will be the only day i will have enuf rest. ok, let me refresh my memory abt this wk.

tmr, pm shift.
wed, 835 going for CR, then pm shift.
thurs am shift, then 850 pm going for CR.
fri, am shift, religious class at night.
sat and sun, still unplanned.

ok. i wana go rest. pictures will be uploaded soon.

gdbye world.

11:28 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

2 tiring days.

hello.

i guess i hv few stuffs to update since friday.

friday was a super tiring day for me. in the morn, went to geylang market with the mother. left home close to 10. had light breakfast, shop for groceries then headed home. reached home 12 plus. rest for a while, bathe then pray then leave the house for bike prac. biba called to join them for dinner at beach rd but cant make it cos gotta attend religious class at night.

so met maton at yck ard 230. sm ppl said wana leave hse 115 but end up still late. anyway, blind date ke per? hhaha.

so prac was ok. raining. so spoils my mood. but okla. cr was fun. haha. seriously fun. we can do anything we like. me and ton treats ssdc like our home. we ride like the road belongs to us. and ton is the best. at the traffic light, she SHOULD give way but she moves off first. end the super four guy horned at her. haha. and poor her cos she fell during e-brake. tulah, menyampah dgn ABG shaik kita lagilah. hahaha. and one day you will see S. heh.

after prac, biba met us at ssdc. happy she disturb maton. niwae woman, study hard. and i think you confirm will pass. insyaallah. :)

after prac met the uncle at amk. ok, a lot of things happen. some communication breakdwn and so there's a mini argument but it all ends well. went to ntuc extra for a while to buy ingredients to bake cheesecake. then headed home. bathe, again, then went to religious class with the mother. and i slept like a log in the bus.

so today morn, went ntuc with the father. miracle that he wants to follow me ok. mother cook bonestick today. yummy! and i tried to bake cheesecake. and im so glad to say that i failed my first attempt. thanks to myself for being so impatient. uurrgh! jhdxhc.

close to 4, went to compass point with the mother to meet godmum. hahha. then went to yakun kaya and i had boiled eggs. then headed home. at night, went for religious class.

another tiring day for me.

ok this is random stuffs. last wed, there's this prac 1 guy horn-ing at a test car. he feels like the test car is wasting his time. he's an arsehole. he denies to the instructor that he's the culprit who horns at the car. stupid, instructor knws best la. ape je..

and damn it, i missed prison break. fcuk. ok. pardon my french.

so looking forward for tmr. i knw i wana do something tmr but i forget. nvm.

ok, gdbye world.

12:19 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

healthy lifestyle.

hello.

just came back frm yishun. went to gym, new york pizza and few rounds of bluff. :)

so after asar, met up with the darlings including nikky. its healthy lifestyle day today. we went to yishun gym. and i felt so inferior. majority were guys carrying weight. and girls, its countable. haha. and not forgetting, kiddos who thinks that they're 21.

so after gym, bathe, changed, took pictures and headed to new york pizza. 2 brooklyn, bronx and harlem curry meal. all for $25, if im not wrong. right, we're the greatest. went to gym and had pizza for dinner. haha.

so after dinner, went to the nearby playground to have a game of bluff. me and phk were the virgins of the game and js and nikky were the experts. but then, seems like nikky enjoys taking all the cards to herself. haha. frm 1 round to many2 rounds. oh my, we had soo much fun until we saw our all-time fav, cockroach. so the 4 of us thought of having our last game near the slide and we actually had another 3 or 4 rounds of the game. haha. and finally we decided to leave. haha. a day well spent.

here are some pics taken :

the mirror reflection. and nikky looks like she's ready for the national anthem :)

post-evrything. all look and smells gd :)

k fine. there's another head in the pic. not in a scary way, but literally.

our dinner.

spicy brooklyn.

the many2 rounds of bluff.

all smile for the camera :)

deprived of childhood. can't believe my bum still fits the slide. heh.

and damn it, i missed prison break. can somebody remind me to watch it this saturday, if there's a repeat of the show. pretty pls..

and if there's no plan tmr, thought of going for bike prac. better go before i forget the circuit test route. haha.

and i realise smting. life is like a volcano. ok, not evryone's life, but i think mine is. haha.

and triple damn it, zoo trip will be on the 24th and juli's operation will be on the same day and phk's goin clubbing on 24th too. haizzz.

okla. the mother is nagging. she wants me to slp cos we'll be going geylang market tmr. oh wells. maybe i might be watching the midnight movie on chan 5. haha.

and this is smthing random. avon smile smells so good. :)

ok. gdbye world.

11:07 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

tired.

hello.

exam results are out. quite disappointing. but alhamdullillah. no supp ppr :)

i really felt so damn tired today. slept close to 2 yest. can't sleep. starts my day today ard 7 am. went to market to buy vegetables and i think im quite late for ttt. btw, i saw khairul amri in the bus today. he's tall and bigger than how he appears in tv. and i think he's currently serving the nation nw.

so, as expected, i was late. was rushing like mad and when i reached the rm, i was the only one panting and sweating. haha. had ttt from 830 - 1030. and i failed. wth. 42/50. passing mark is 45/50. haiyo. after i left the rm, its still early for prac. so i sat at one corner and play my all-time fav, quadrapop. haha. ok, this is random. but i hate ppl who defecate and leave the toilet unflushed. not really unflushed but some leftover faeces. its disgusting. sorry.

prac was ok. the same teacher that took us for 4.1. i was happy when i see only 3 ppl so i thought maybe i will be partnering the teacher but then later came another guy. uurrgh! spoiler lah he. if i partner the teacher, at least i feel safer. anyway, i saw S. and he owns locker no 20. hahaha.

so prac was ok. as usual, me and blind spot. haha. and i proceed to prac 5 nor nxt prac. but will be going for RC first though.

so after prac, went to book for nxt prac. saw my tester, Mr R. so i just smile and nod my head and he was looking at my helmet and then me. i guess he migt be thinking that im one damn greedy woman. haha. but he smiled at me though. i will never forget him. :)

after prac, met nat and we go to sch to meet biba to pass her sm stuffs. sat, talk, drink, laugh, gossips, joke and etc etc and then me and nat headed for gym and she study. her bf companied her.

after gym, went back to mac. talk for a while then leave. leave sch close to 4. gosh. today was such a tiring day. and i didnt sit in the bus. its full. i seriously feel like fainting.

once reached home, bathe then played quadrapop then slp. i feel like fasting. haha. and there's a tan mark at my hand. its funny. hard to describe but its funny. haha.

just now, watch taboo with the parents in their room. feel like crying when they showed abt ppl with leprosy. after the show, feel so lazy to move. just feel like sleeping in their room. haha.

so few mins ago, i had a chat with ILIIIII. some conversation took place. and i think he's really mad. and when i asked if his gf is pregnant, he said that she died of some dog disease. haiz. no comments. anyway, conversation starts with HIM asking me for any job opportunities. and these are part of the conversation:

flow: colors. says:
might as well i sell backside
flow: colors. says:
ear 60 bucks within half an hour
siti - says:
eh. better pay
flow: colors. says:
ear n**
siti - says:
cuma sakit sikit la
flow: colors. says:
or maybe i find clients
siti - says:
u so desperately nid money what
flow: colors. says:
then you can.... hhhehee
siti - says:
cb
siti - says:
haha
flow: colors. says:
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA
flow: colors. says:
can what
flow: colors. says:
what are friends for
flow: colors. says:
faster
flow: colors. says:
you wanna make money not
siti - says:
eh. who is the one desperately nid money. u or me/ haiyo
flow: colors. says:
we split 50-50
flow: colors. says:
good deal siah
siti - says:
did i like ask u to find a job for me?
flow: colors. says:
i'm opening opportunities for you my dear
siti - says:
oh, aku buat keje, u get 50%
siti - says:
byk cantik
flow: colors. says:
i get clients siah
flow: colors. says:
you just enjoy the pleasure
siti - says:
very funny
flow: colors. says:
this is a serious matter.. pls do not treat it as a joke
flow: colors. says:
it's a businesss proposition
flow: colors. says:
i am confident to say that it will make us lotsa money within rs
flow: colors. says:
hrs*
siti - says:
US
siti - says:
byk cantik.
flow: colors. says:
yes i boss you worker
siti - says:
watever
flow: colors. says:
sorry
flow: colors. says:
haha
flow: colors. says:
think abt it for a few days and call meup
flow: colors. says:
i gonna slep liow
flow: colors. says:
hohoh
siti - says:
first u money freak. then now sex addict
siti - says:
ya go
flow: colors. says:
nite nite
siti - says:
nyte
flow: colors. says:
think abt it..
siti - says:
gila
flow: colors. says:
no regrets
siti - says:
ok
flow: colors. says:
highly profitable

one minute he's a money freak and next he turns into a pimp.

ok. i wana sleep.

gdbye.

11:08 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Monday, March 12, 2007

prac 4.

hello.

went for prac this morn. was quite ok. the first person i saw in the morn was S. haha. at least i don't feel shy seeing him. after all, he's a father of 1. haha. so, simulator thingy was not as easy as i thought it will be. there's only 2 person involves in an ''accident'' and im one of them. heh. after the simulation, went out to wear the gear(i duno what other words to use other than that). saw S, again. haha. he's handsome la. no doubt. but then, no hope. hahah.

so pillion riding is another obstacle. not easy. the instructor pair me up with someone. scary. somemore, the bike keep on wobbling. only god knows how i felt that time. oh, and i saw S, again. he was crossing the road illegally. haiz. he and his shades. ahaha. nvm. ok, then its my turn to ride and that someone pillion me. i think it seriously not easy. no matter how small a person is, you will still feel the weight. we were just riding ard the circuit. duno how will it be this wed if i have to do all the courses with smeone behind me. dun wanna think abt it too much. haha.

niwae, thanks ton for the tips yesterday. kita ni paranoid sikit. hehe. and biba, i think its still not too late to continue. if i say her name will it be a motivation to you? hahaha. and js, i saw ur darling taking tp today. thought of wishing him good luck but then i saw his tester and i think i should just keep my mouth shut. haha. :) and ssdc change most of the cars from honda civic to city. stupid. why they didnt change during my time. 3/4 of the time i was driving some loose cars. haha. and i didnt see my instructor though. i see that car 111 is now an auto-car. whr is he eh? hmm..

ok. booked my next prac this wed. going for ttt first in the morn. so maybe going gym at noon. nat, can we not go sch gym? we go yck gym. pretty pls.. i feel funny to go to sch gym at noon. heh :)

and im still sick. sorethroat, cough, flu and headache. poor dad. he's sick too. thanks to me. i guess he's even worst than me. sorry. but then, this simply shows that you, too, had low immunity. he was saying that to me last wk. and when i said that to him yesterday, he gives all the reasons in the world other than having a low immune system. oh wells. guys and their ego.

and so, going for pilates later. dun feel like going with my headache. but then i already missed last week's lesson. i guess i have to go today then.

maybe going jb tmr. wed will be going for ttt, prac and maybe gym. thurs meeting phk and js. friday and sat religious class. 300? still query. i have a bad feeling we'll be watching when 3/4 of singaporeans alredy watch it. but i guess this time it will be more worth it than ghost rider, that crap movie. haha.

okla. i nid some rest.

gdbye world.

1:58 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Friday, March 09, 2007

last day.

hello.

so today was last day of attachments. everything went on smoothly. i guess it happens all the time. last day is always perfect. but gossips, i can't deny there's none. haha.

so, we took lots of pics. us only, with mdm H-asmah, babies and staffs. and i knw biba is disappointed. and rahjee is the best. wore lipstick before the shots. haha. evryone look good. :)

a little girl called me 'devil' and 'ghost'. i duno why. but she damn cute la.

after dinner, i duno why but im quite busy. 2 cubicles to update. few 2-hrly to do. and the best, before ah-phang went for her break, she gave me 4 bed nos. and when i ask her what shd i do woth the 4 beds, she actually asked me to check the clinical chart myself. ya tuhan. its her cubicle seh. and the way she updated my chart is so the very whatever-way. cb. uurrgh!

after the hectic moments, me and nat went to play with princess. took many2 pics with her. and later juli and H-ain joined us. took pics again. haha. and since after dinner, all of us didn't see that ah-phang. she's one parasite. official world class parasite.

and someone invite us for her engagement. ceh. haha.

ok. im suppose to blog abt quite a lot of things but i forget. i guess will blog again when i remember.

gdbye.

11:46 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

picture perfect

hello.

a pic speak a thousand words. many2 pictures speak a zillion words. so enjoy. all pics taken by permission from the parents of the babies. :)

ok, gdbye.

11:02 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, March 08, 2007

louis loo.

hello.

and so work was fun today. i duno why. i guess because the certain staffs were not in the same shift. heh. and biba should feel relieve that she already presented her case study.

was quite busy with my own work just now. and there's few times that me and nat went to disturb new victims like joseph and tiny princess.

and so before we leave, me and nat will say goodbye to tiny princess and her mum. when we reached her bed, she's sleeping so soundly. so we decided to just say goodbye to her mum. i think this tiny baby already recognises our voice that she suddenly woke up. her mum was so stressed cos she's worried she might not sleep till 3-4 am. haha. end up before we leave, she slowly close her eyes. heh. phew! :)

and in the bus, it was soo much fun to disturb joanna full stop she was so cute and she claims she's one full stop when we meet comma we will be like "hey joanne exclamation mark" full stop then we will ask stupid questions full stop and she's playing pool with her frens now lah eh exclamation mark seriously comma she's one hell of a funny girl. period

and so, claire msg-ed me in the morn saying she saw louis loo, one of my many ex-crushes. hahaha. bad memories. and nw, saw huda in msn, and she too, told me she saw louis loo. even better, he smiled at her. uurrgh! bad, bad memories. so 2 of you, take gd care of him ok. dun let other staffs flirt with him ok. :)

and i saw this in frenster. i think its funny. whatever i cut and paste is original. i didnt edit anything, ok.

SCORPIO - The sex addictCan be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREATkisser.) Always get what they want.Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Lovesbeing in long relationships.Talkative. The sexiestever....Romantic. Caring.

ARIES - The LiarOutgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Notone to #### with. Erotic. Funny.Take you on trips to the moon in bed.Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy.Loves being in long relationships.=)Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

VIRGO - The VirginDominant in relationships. Sexy.someone loves them right now. Freak inbed. Always wants the last word.Caring. Smart. Intellectual.Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talkto. Hard to forget Love at firstsight. Everything you ever wanted.Easy to please. The one and only.Ultimate sexiness.

LEO - The Lion in bedGreat talker. Sexy and passionate.Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Isreally good at. Great kisser.Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down toearth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Lovesbeing in long relationships.Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rareto find. Good when found.

and MATON, i envy you. pls be online tmr. online ard 11 like that. i got loads of random qn to ask. you know, im a virgin for prac 4. heh. i will try go cepat2. then next prac we MUST go together. ok? ok. :)

and phk and suan, yesterday was a blast. i will upload the pic in multiply tmr. today too tired la.. hehe.

and HAPPY WOMAN'S DAY TO ALL WOMAN IN THE WORLD, or if you think you're one.

ok, gdbye.

11:23 PM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

ghost rider.

hello.

just came back frm vivocity with suan and pinky. watched ghost rider. like finally. haha. the movie starts 15 feb and we watched it like, 7 march? hahaha. sometimes i think we're funny ppl. ok, i shall talk abt work first.

work today was fine. i thought im gonna be stress working with some staffs but actually they're ok. but sometimes, i seriously think that the staffs there are bipolar. one minute they will be talking about their life, asking abt attachments and stuffs and the next minute they will just keep quiet and give the look that they doesnt knw you at all. haha. funny lah. im sad that i wont be getting allowance for this attachments. stupid hosp. im not even sponsored and now no allowance. haiz. world class stingy hosp. kdafj. niwae, poor biba working with bipolar today. haha. :)

so after work, walked to little india stn. nat top up her ez-link and we board the train together. i was quite in a hurry to go home cos i need to leave the house by 445. and the driver of the bus was such a first class arsehole. the way he drives the bus can make me go crazy.

reached home, quickly bathe and change. thought of dressing up but since its almost 5, just took a t-shirt and jeans and put some powder and set my hair, then headed to amk.

reached amk, waited for few minutes for pinky. then we headed to novena. sat at kfc, talked cock a lot then suan called. he drove lah eh. haha. argued abt who shd sit in front and end up i volunteered. haha. and so off we went to vivocity. a lot of laughter happens inside the car. haha.

suan feels that today is just not his day. all because he forgot to shave. to make him feel better, me and phk made him feel better by saying that guys who dun shave look very hunky. haha. whatever lah we.

once reached, we bought tix, then suan wants to go to superdog for dinner. so 3 of us sat and talk/gossip. talk abt how many kids we want, abt life, problems, gossip abt stuffs, etc etc. i took a sip of suan's strawberry temptation. he got paranoid when he knws that im sick. that guy is the king of exaggeration seh. haiyo.

after suan finishes his dinner, we went to LJS for mine and pinky's dinner. time was 9pm and movie starts at 920. our combo 1 didnt arrive and we decided to just ask for take-away. we smuggle our combo 1 in. ok, not we, but pinky. it was so super duper funny. congrats on ur achievement pinky. haha.

so, ghost rider was not up to our expectation. more like stupid, childish and boring. but nicholas cage is hot, despite his age. and phk, i knw you're jealous of eva mendes ____. me too. :( hahahha. and im looking forward for 24 march ok. dun cheat my feelings again k. heh.

and so suan send us home. :) and here are some pics.

okla. thats all. gdbye.

12:24 AM Friends are like roses... you have to look out for the pricks!

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